Struggling with your sexuality? Check. Warped Tour? Check. Drunken parties? Check. Falling in love your best friend? Not on the agenda.

Vic finally gains the courage to confess his feelings for Kellin, and Kellin is faced with some of the hardest decisions of his life.

Kellin and Vic, Vic and Kellin. Either way you put it, these two have been through roughly eight years together. But why is their marriage falling apart? What is Vic's deepest, darkest secret that is forcing him to leave Kellin, even though he loves him with all his heart? All from Kellin's POV unless stated otherwise. The sequel (We'll Start A New Revolution) is available. Both need to be edited, so please disregard any errors that may have been made. Editing is planned for Dec 2013/Jan 2014. Thank you. This piece is also entered in the Watty Awards 2013 under "Popfic".

'Stop it. Stop the voices, stop the noise, please. I pleaded to my own head. Please. It was killing me. I felt like I was going to pass out. I was confused and distraught, but at the same time, empty. I opened my eyes to look down at the ground, a force was pulling me forward over the rails. I smelt the air, and felt the sun on my face for what could be the last time. /Do it. Oh, please. Do it./ My own mind was begging me, It will make things easier. It will end the pain. "Stop, please." I shook my head, pressing my hands to my ears, as tears were still falling out of my eyes. /You've fucked up everyones lives anyway. It will solve things./ I looked down into the traffic of busy cars and streetlights, feeling the rails, before leaning forward.'

Kellin is a new kid in the senior class at Vic's school. He deals with many things, including abuse and self-harm. Vic slowly begins to fall in love with the new boy in town. Will Kellin accept Vic's love?