[hanahaki disease au] philophobia (n). the fear of love, being in love and falling in love. -- highest ranks: #1 in 'spstyle' #2 in 'kylexstan' #2 in 'stanxkyle' #9 in 'hanahakidisease' #2 in 'philophobia' #22 in 'hanahaki' #30 in 'southpark' #36 in 'style' [created on january 28, 2018]

On the edge of graduating from high school, Stan proposes to Kyle in the hopes they can run away together; finally getting out that little mountain town. However, Kyle isn't sure if it's the right thing to do and turns him down. The next day, Stan goes missing. Pure hell ensues. A couple of things you should know about this fic: 1. There will be triggering plot points. If you're sensitive to things like suicide or domestic abuse, then please don't read. I've done my absolute best to write gracefully about these things, but your mental health is more important. 2. There are "Fractured But Whole" AU elements in this story, as are supernatural influences.