If everyone would just stop. Let him burn. Let him go. The pain would cease and he would finally be free. Something within him, a small voice, corrected this thought. I will never be free from this pain. His actions, his choices would haunt him for as long as he lived. "Ben?" A soft voice spoke. He did not want to answer her. To the name he did not deserve, but he could not stop himself. "What do you want?" --><-- Did you watch The Last Jedi and wonder what exactly was going on in Kylo's mind? My dear reader your search is over! Out of desperation I wrote the scenes from The Last Jedi from Kylo's perspective (at least my take on it) and continued the story beyond Episode 8! Will Rey succeed in turning Ben? Can he ever truly turn to the Light? Or will his demons keep him in the dark? Kylo Ren. Ben Solo. Whatever you prefer to call him this is his story. NOTE: Say Something is the last part concerning TLJ everything after that point is from my own imagination and speculation moving forward. I've never written FanFic before and I'm trying something new! Also obvious SPOILER warning for this story. These are not my characters and not my own storyline up until "Say Something" And merely my interpretation of the character Kylo Ren/Ben Solo's perspective. Beginning with "A New Order" is my own imagination and story line. Please do not steal! ?

"Please," he begged. As the Supremacy fired another round of shots at the transports heading towards Crait, Rey made her choice. "Alright." Her tone was low but it was enough for Ben to hear her response. The young girl placed her hand atop of his, steading the tremble, keeping her eyes on him. As their hands joined, both of them felt enormous energy flow through their bodies. Rey recognized it from her stay on Ahch-to. It was the balance. It was the light and darkness, equal in their strength finding peace within each other. TLJ Au where Rey accepts Ben's offer. Also posted on AO3 and instagram.

Based off of the film 'Elf' - thus the same title. Rey has grown up her whole life as an elf in the North Pole, only to discover - she isn't an elf at all. She's human! And her father is alive, living in New York City. She goes to him and ends up meeting more than just her long, lost family. Her father's handsome co-worker, Ben Solo gets caught up with her in this magical Christmas tale. Fluffy, funny, and just in time to get you in the Christmas spirit.

Rey hates Kylo Ren. Kylo Ren hates Rey. Their Force bond has other ideas.

A/N hey guys if you haven't checked out this story yet there is a newer version called a Fallen Knight it's basically this story but much better check it out. Or heck read them both. Either way enjoy loves This is my first story! Please go easy on me. "Kylo don't go" she didn't know what else to say but she felt that if he left now they would never speak again. And as much as she had pushed him away, the reality was that she was drawn to him more and more each day. She knew she needed a teacher, but deep in her heart she knew she needed him for more than that. This takes place 6 months after TLJ. Rey and Kylo are trying to understand their connection, but it's much harder than either of them can understand. Hux is of course a weasel and Poe and Finn, well I'll let you guys decide. It's complete!!

Six Months after Crait. The Bond remains, despite Snokes claim that he created it. Kylo Ren is desperate to convince Rey to join him. Rey is doing her best to avoid him despite the Force continuously bringing them together. Will the force get this way of will they keeping pushing each other away.

Takes place right after the Last Jedi, Rey can't stop thinking about Ben and how he saved her from Snoke. When they encounter each other again, will they been drawn to each other and more than just in the force? *i do not own the artwork used in this book and on the cover so full rights to them* *i do not own the characters in this book so full rights to Disney and Lucasfilm *Rated mature for sexual situations

COMPLETE! Following the events of The Last Jedi, Rey and Kylo Ren continue to be connected through the Force. The new Supreme Leader struggles to balance his role as leader of the First Order with his conflicting emotions for Rey of the Resistance. Many chapters will be based and titled off of songs that inspired this story. Mature language and themes. *ARTWORK USED DOES NOT BELONG TO ME - ALL CREDIT FOR ARTWORK GOES TO ITS ARTIST. NOT MY PICTURE!*