Abominable Vision of Happiness
KamiMackphie
There's a cold dark shelf
in the back of my room,
it stare and yell at me
and says I'm coming for you.
As I put my head on my pillow
in the position where you
feel a hand shaking the bed, OH!
my eyes were closed
as I was so scare because I sense my inter spirit telling me .....
that one day,.......
my dreams may suddenly become realistic,
that I must be afraid as it takes my heart
deep down to the valley of no return where
I feel so empty like a white jar with nothing in it .... THen
what Do I hear again? The Corner... Oh
corner why you keep reminding me of
how I'm about to die in such a horrifying way and , all I can do....
Is just lying here and I am heavily
crying my bloody heart out...
Is thiS?
what you want me to feel?
Is this the way that
you want me to feel
As you get closer and closer
and takes me in, OH OH my poor soul is
starting to burn as if I was in hell
and my skin is melting like ice melting in the end of winter,
Or where my bones shall turn completely
to dust, and tears in my eyes just keep falling continuously like a rain so heavy that it only brings destruction to anything in it's path!
Should I just ignore my bones melting and being blown away by the winds of depression or having a soul of dissatisfaction
as my body disconsolate and it is nothing but rusted piece of metal forgotten as the corner
comes nearer!