Alexander is new in boarding school and he already has an enemy: Thomas Jefferson. But will one assignment and a sob story change everything? Lies, rumors, gossip, popularity, and more!

This is a story I did on my own time hope y'all like it :3

Death is a curious circumstance. Especially if it happens to someone you know. Because you know it'll one day happen yet it is still a shock when it does. In a world such as this, however, it's even more curious because some people have the chance to remember how they die. Alexander is one of the few people who do. Original Soulmate au where if you were born from a different century than your soulmate, you become a ghost when you die. Then you must haunt your Soulmate when you meet them and try to get them to see you. Only then can you come back to life and fully unite with your Soulmate. ~art belongs to Caw-Chan (Diary of Jane)~

The title says it all All Alexander ever wanted was to be loved by someone, he was at one point in his life when he was young. That was then, this is now. John on the other hand has heard the word Love so many time it means nothing to him anymore. It goes one ear out the other This is not a Love Story Warning: this fanfic contains suicide, self harm, sexual content, rape, and bad language PLEASE DON'T READ IF SENSITIVE TO THESE TOPICS

I CANT DO SUMMARIES FOR THIS SHIT SO I JUST HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS. Was #5 in 'jamilton'!!

✨ TW ✨ Alex had the toughest childhood you could imagine. His father left him and his mother. His mother died when he was young. He moved in with his cousin, who abused him then committed suicide. His tough life has caused him to become selectively mute. He hasn't spoken a word since he was 15. But, when he meets John, his dorm mate, his outlook on life is turned around. (Not my drawing) ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ Physical abuse Mental abuse Self-harm More, there are a lot of triggers side note: please do not ask about smut, i will not be writing it

Alexander Hamilton. the nerd who had a crush on a jock, and bully. John Laurens. The jock, who had a crush on a certain lil nerd he always give hell to... And a rose, which symbolises there love for each other. The stem might be thorny and rough, but the flower is beautiful and delicate. idek this is gonna be terrible book- (Lol its actually completed now) (Edit2023- this fic is very old, and the plot is all over the place. Fair warning before you read it, it's so bad and I apologize for the many plot holes and inconsistent writing 💀)

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

DISCONTINUED Credit to virusap on tumblr for the fake Laf au If you hadn't heard, it's an au where Jefferson impersonates Lafayette in order to date Hamilton. And it's very, very yandere. So I'm combining this au with a high school au!! (and I'm changing a few things about the original fake Laf au for the sake of,, I do what I want) Also cover art is mine :)

tw : sexual actions. chapter recommendations are currently open, props to the authors of the chapters that are not mine.