Camila has many unsolved problems and demons in her past. She is convinced that no one cares. For her, there is only one solution until one fateful evening a stranger knocks on her door and turns her life upside down. Will Lauren be able to show Camila that life is worth living? TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

"Well... I hope this thing is recording because this will be the last thing you'll see of me" Summary: Lauren is tired of trying. She's just tired of searching for purpose. After dealing with depression, self harm and an eating disorder she found a little hope when she met Camila, an Internet friend who was still recovering from her eating disorder. She did absolutely everything she could to try to save Lauren but maybe she didn't want to be saved. She is completely sure that this is the last time she'll ever try to commit suicide because this time it's going to work. Camila just waits. {Loosely based on a true story.} { ⚠️ Trigger warning: I'd like to recommend you not to read this story if you are sensitive to any of the following topics: depression, eating disorders, self-harm, suicide.} {Please know that I am not romanticizing any of the previously mentioned topics since they are completely fragile and had caused many deaths.}

FIRST BOOK IN THE YELLOW SERIES Lauren Jauregui hated Camila Cabello, plain and simple. Of course, who could blame her? Camila had been the one who read Lauren's private texts in front of the whole cafeteria, forcing her out of the closet. Lauren left for New York with her three best friends the day she graduated, thinking she had escaped Camila. The only problem is, Camila is back. And different. Completely different. Not the kind of 'different' you'd expect, either. Highest Rank - #11 in Fanfiction This fanfic may not be reproduced, reposted, copied, or translated in any way unless you receive permission directly from the author.

SECOND BOOK IN THE YELLOW SERIES After a long and lengthy journey, Lauren finally believes she and Camila have reached the light at the end of the tunnel. But when the past comes back to haunt them, they find themselves in a completely new playing field. Change suddenly begins to overtake them, in more ways than one. Highest Rank - #10 in Fanfiction This fanfic may not be reproduced, reposted, copied, or translated in any way unless you receive permission directly from the author.

It's the 2015 Reflection Tour, and Camila Cabello is in a lot of pain. But not the kind of pain that can be made better with medicine or a bandage. She is stuck in a seemingly endless black hole of emotional extremity, and she can't get out. But will unforeseen circumstances spark a deeper connection between Camila and Lauren, her Fifth Harmony bandmate? Can Lauren save Camila from the darkness, or will she suffocate in the depths of her mind until she can't breathe any longer? ~T/W - eating disorders/self harm/panic attacks~ Thank you @guitw12 for the cover!

Trigger Warning - Talk of Eating Disorders ➸ "But Lauren knew. Camila needed someone to fight for her, and that’s what she intended on doing. If Camila came running at her with her fist raised, Lauren wouldn’t push her away. She would just hug her until Camila stopped punching her." Highest Rank: #33 in Fanfiction

Camila is in a girl group named fifth harmony. Along with her girlfriend Lauren, Normani kordei, Dinah Jane, and Ally Brooke. But she's been hiding a secret from all of them. She's been struggling with Anorexia since they were formed 3 years ago. But no one had caught on. Cover credit to @slothtato

THIRD BOOK IN THE YELLOW SERIES By now, Camila and Lauren both know to expect the unexpected. But you can never be prepared, especially when their lives take a turn in a completely different direction. The couple finds themselves faced with challenges they never thought they'd encounter. Growing up is hard to do. Highest Rank - #4 in Fanfiction This fanfic may not be reproduced, reposted, copied, or translated in any way unless you receive permission directly from the author.