This story is discontinued and unfinished, and will stay that way. You're welcome to take a look. The summary will be inside for those of you that care.

When there's no one to trust or no one to listen, emptiness becomes you. When your lifeline turns from burnt to disintegrated, you're simply alone. My thoughts strike like lightening and firework like thunder. It's like drowning when your lungs are already collapsed. The worst is knowing that someone can help you, but they'd rather not waste their time on something so difficult. Diamonds have become rocks in a way the one real thing I've ever known has left me on my own. Trust evaporated as if it never really existed, it's nearly impossible to think that one person could change all of that. But darling, "I really believe you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."

[Currently editing. Excuse the weirdness.] Sometimes forgetting the past isn't easy... And when you try, it only comes back to haunt you. So what do you do then? Who's going to protect your heart, mind, soul, and body? (So after two years of having this up, I think I outta tell ya that, at first, this may seem like your typical Fanfic. But... It's not. I promise. ;) )

It was only 50 days, she would tell herself. It can't be that bad right? Well it was. Sadie Burns was your typical bad girl. Leather jacket, combat boots, and different colored hair every 2 weeks. She hated pop music and hated boy bands even more. So, how did she get stuck making a bet with Kendall Schmidt? His side was that he could make her fall for him and like their music. Her side was that she wouldn't fall for him, and if so, they would get out of her life. She hates him but he adores her. Sadie is sure she is going to win, Kendall's not so sure. Could he break her bad girl reputation? Could Sadie get this boy band blondie out of her life? The biggest question is, after 50 days with Big Time Rush, who's going to win?

Love can change people. Love is powerful. It can do anything. They say, if you really love someone, you will take all the risks and opportunities that you can ever take. You will risk it all, whatever happens. But what happens when, you fall in love with someone who gives you the freedom you've always wanted? The person, who will show you what life is. Why life is worth living. What if, you have to take all the risks, for that person, that you love? Would you do everything that it takes, to find your true happiness?

Sixteen year old Claire Bell has been a fanominal singer ever sense a young age. Anytime a song came on, she'd be singing along, even if she didn't know it! She's always dreamed of going to Los Angeles, and becoming a famous singer. Her once in a life time oppertunity came along when a famous music producer, Gustavo Rocque came to her town to hold auditions for a new project. Claire makes it through, and it shipped to LA, and is moved into the Palm Woods along with her best friend Selena. There, she runs into Big Time Rush's Kendall Schmidt, and instanting falls head over heels. Plot twist is, he does the same! Later, Claire and Kendall are dating. With Claire's abusive ex gone, a new and loving boyfriend, supporting best friends, and a career in singing, how could things get any better? Oh, that's right. Not all stories have a happy ending. The worst part of all, is... she's pregnant.