Why did Sherlock do it? Was he depressed? I know I'm not a genius like him, but surely I would have noticed something like that - After all, I've been in love with the worlds only consulting detective since I first laid eyes on him. After Sherlock commits suicide John is plagued by guilt and regret, he should have noticed if he was depressed, he should have told him he loved him, he just should have done MORE for his best friend. Set after season two, this doesn't follow season three but may contain spoilers

John and Sherlock's second Christmas. Sherlock randomly leaves one day and comes back with a surprise. Lots of fluff.

In this (BBC) Sherlock AU Sherlock Holmes is given a pen pal named John Watson for an university assignment. Finally. Sherlock has made a friend. A best friend, and he had never even met him. Well, until now. ***** SORRY ABOUT THE WONKY SPACING; I HAVE WRITTEN THIS ON MY LAPTOPS, AND SEVERAL PHONES! IT EFFECTS HOW THE SPACING LOOKS******

John is devastated by his best friend and secret love, Sherlock's death. He copes by visiting his grave every day for sixty days. Will this be closure enough, or will John need more to know that Sherlock has heard his words?

John Watson thirty-two years old wasted his entire life with failing dates with women. Until someone simply told him that he was gay. Published DEC 2016 A Johnlock fanfiction ~ Johnlock ~ Johnlock AU ~ Started writing 6 december 2016 and finished the story 17 April 2017

Dr. John Watson thirty-four years old got shot in his shoulder during an army training after struggling with a depression. He decided to study Dutch for a new army training that he was planning to do. That's where he met Sherlock Holmes, his new part time teacher. And so it begins. ~ Johnlock ~ Johnlock AU ►Started writing this on 26 march and finished on 13 June. ►French translation in progress -> 221b_idiot