🚧 Warning 🚧 Its my first time I do a smut so if I make it horrible then I'm really sorry cause its my first time ^^

"Hickies look hot but they look even more hot when they come from me"

oh my god! he's a really bad boy. (i wrote this story in 2019 when skz were 9... so i apologise if that makes it a bit uncomfortable, but it would be too difficult to edit all of *his* bits out without re-crafting the whole story and i'd just rather leave it here as a memory... sorry!) STARTED: 190102 (?) ENDED: 190303 HIGHEST RANKINGS: #4 in #chan on 201030 #2 in #skz on 190902 bang chan (stray kids) x reader (1st person) fanfiction mature content maybe!! there's definitely swearing and some violence due to the whole mafia thing :))

[ COMPLETED ] in which she wishes they could go back to the time before he said "i love you."

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

The passionate story of Tessa and Hardin continues as family secrets, deep betrayals, and career opportunities threaten to tear them apart.

This is the sequel (continuation) of After. Hardin and Tessa's relationship will be tested in ways she never expected, but he knew of all along.

'Pain isn't remotely kind in that way. Pain wants its promised pound of flesh, ounce for ounce. It won't settle until you're left with nothing but a flaky shell of who you were. The burn of betrayal and the sting of rejection hurt, but nothing compares to the pain of being empty. Nothing hurts worse than not hurting at all and it makes no sense and perfect sense at the same time and I'm convinced I'm going crazy and I'm actually okay with that.'