A book of poems that I have written, and some of my favourite quotes. For people with depression, self harm, self hate, and suicidal thought. These poems and rants are for you. They poor out my heart cause I'm going through all of those things too! *I do not own the quotes, but I do own the poems and rants*

The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )

Enjoy! <3

I'm sorry if this story is bothering you. But if it is, it's clearly not meant for you. "What's depression like?" A friend once asked. I didn't know what to say. Because when people ask you things like "What's wrong" and "How are you?" and "Can I help you?" I never know what to say. I end up lying. I end up answering "nothing" and "Fine" and "No". Though what I really want to answer is "Everything" and "I'm not okay" and "Yes, please". What depression is like? Writing what it's like is easier than telling what it's like. Only a few will totally understand what it's like. And for those people I wrote this.

I wrote this when I was twelve. A lot has changed. Thank you all so much for the kind words you continued to send me over the years. Thank you.

Just another true story . . .

Jocelynn Blackheart is a normal teenage girl. For the most part. She's had nothing short of a hard life. When her sister develops an addiction to drinking her world gets much darker. She falls into a bad habit just trying to cope. Will the new boy she meets be enough to stop? Or will everything come to a tragic end.. ( this story is currently being rewritten as of 5/16/24 I will keep it published so things in the story may change day to day)

A collection of writings that I've come across over time, whether by Wattpad, searched on the internet, told by friends, or by reading a friends writing.