It's hard enough for Todd to admit that he has a crush on a boy, let alone his best friend and roommate. When they kiss, their relationship seems to be an open-shut case, the feelings seem to be mutual. But things begin to get complicated when Neil starts hanging around with Heather. What will happen with the relationship between the two boys? And, more instantly, what will happen after Neil's dad finds his diary...?

COMPLETED "To be without you is no longer a life, it is a void, absent of any meaning." Neil Perry attempted to make his pain and suffering end but wasn't successful. His father's words pounding in his head after recovery. Neil hasn't escaped him yet. However his father did listen to one request, letting him attend Welton once again. Now he has to navigate his school once again but now he came to the realization that he thinks of Todd as more than a friend. Will he succeed? The story takes place after the events of the movie but Neil survived. A Neil x Todd fic.

Welton academy is unusually lively at the start of spring break. The boys take full advantage of this more "study" groups and Dead poets meetings. Without the anxiety of school work Neil and Todd realize that they feel something much stronger then friendship. Both of them need to play it cool while the rest of the dead poets try and bring these oblivious boys into each other's arms. <3

❝ mirror in the sky, what is love? ❞ dead poets society (1989) 🕯 ˗ˏˋ gentlemen, what are the four pillars? ˎˊ˗ ₊˚.༄ travesty, horror, decadence, excrement ! 🎞 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘵 n. perry x keating!oc lowercase intended © hollywillow-

never imagined we'd end like this. your name, forever the name on my lips.

i whisper with my lips close to your ear, i have loved many women and men, but i love none better than you. o i have been dilatory and dumb, i should have made my way straight to you long ago, i should have blabb'd nothing but you, i should have chanted nothing but you. -walt whitman, to you ~~~~~~~~ basically just the plot of dead poets society but if neil and todd were a thing

" 𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃'𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐒. " ⇾ two boys fall in love, whats the harm in that? ゛ #11 on anderperry !! #24 on deadpoetssociety !!

COMPLETED A choppy yet meaningful story of young Neil and Todd discovering what's between them, many little moments that they share, leading them to their ultimate love story. The soft tender moments that Neil and Todd deserved! Currently ranked 2nd in #anderperry and 1st in #dps & very proud of that fact!!!

In which a boy falls for his roommate and a secret admirer, not knowing what will happen next. (anderperry, of course.)

This was written after Dead Poets Society came out as another adaptation of the amazing story.