All Sherlock has ever thought about was himself, but one day a certain doctor came into his life and changed all of that. Sherlock never thought he could love someone, but after Moriarty and the fall, he realizes that he can love, but will he ever realize that people can love him back?

Sequel to "I Am Sher-Locked Up" Sherlock and John navigate recovery and test the waters of their newfound relationship, and Sherlock will have to learn to let go of the darkness he clutches so close to him. ***TW: self harm, eating disorders, suicide, etc. All the stuff that was in my last book***

John has found out about Sherlock's self harm and is left baffled as to how to tell Sherlock about his own secret. *TRIGGER WARNING*

Sherlock Holmes classified himself in many ways. Consulting detective. High-functioning sociopath. Yet he never thought he would be anorexic. When John notices Sherlock growing thinner, he is desperate to find help. Sherlock moves from crime scenes to clinics, his health deteriorating with each refused meal. John must keep a level-head through Sherlock's panic attacks and physical ailments, but he doesn't know how long he can stay strong. As both men see the worst in each other, they realize treatment may come in the form of the most powerful motivator: love.

John and Sherlock The unstoppable force of knowledge and bravery. Through thick and thin Through life and death Through the best of times and the worst of times. Nothing can separate these two. But what if it's out of their control?

What is Sherlock without John. Sherlock is back to where he started. Back to old habits TRIGGER WARNING. THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE