Everyone has a necklace that's given to them at birth. A necklace that is half of a unique shape and ties you to your soulmate. The problem is, Virgil doesn't have one. He's never had one. He's lived his life believing that he'll never have a soulmate. Because of that, he's never made friends, too afraid that people will make fun of him if they were to find out the truth. Patton, Logan, and Roman are the first friends Virgil has ever made. It's a rocky starts but they start to bond. But then together they find out something that will change not only Virgil's life, but all of their lives, forever. 👓👑👔🌩 "Finally a good moxiety fic, read this all in one sitting and deeply love it..." ~kittincake "Continue plz. I know I'm not the only one that likes this!" ~IloveDarkJack "Ahhh, the suspense! I love this book so much! I'm going to go back and read it again because I forgot a few things :P" ~LoganIsRelatable "I so cannot wait for the next chapter! I absolutely love this fan fiction. You are doing a great job and I probably sound like I want something so I'm going to stop typing but I am super excited to see where this goes!" ~Musical_Loving_Trash "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh I need more I'll die without this!!!" ~SingingCupid123 "Ohmygospleasecontinuethisthisstoryisamazingansineedmore!! In all honesty tho, your writing is amazing and I love the story so far!!" ~D313t371 "This fan fiction gives me light!!! It's the best I've ever read so I hope you come up with chapters soon- but no rush!" ~Weewooweaboo And more :D 👓👑👔🌩 Highest ranking: #1 in Patton - 12/12/18-12/28/18 #1 in thomassanders - 12/14/18-12/28/18

(Story written before Janus and Remus) He saw a door he's never noticed before and heard crying on the other side of it. That's when everything changed.

Werid things starts to happen in the mindspace. Eventually it gets so bad that something happens to one of the sanders sides that causes the side to fade and be replaced. It is now a completed story.

The others all play being kind on camera. It's all fake. Three words turned my world upside-down and made this a ride for the worse. "You are Anxiety." Triggers for self-harm, self-hate, panic attacks, past abuse, and suicide.

TRIGGER WARNING MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, PANIC ATTACKS, AND SELF HARM Anxiety is anxiety and therefore in constant suffering. What happens when the others realise how deep this suffering can get?

| Book 2 in the Sanders Series: Creativity | 'He spoke in colour but his head was full of shades of grey.' || COMPLETED ||

TW: When I write I use a lot of stuff like rape, torture, ect. Patton Sanders is the oldest between him and his three brothers, Logan and the twins Roman and Ann. No adult cares more for the boy then their aunt and care taker, Dodie. Start: May 20th, 2017 End: November 7th, 2017

Just an ordinary morning. Thomas is getting ready for a video and everything seems just fine? Right? This is what everyone thought...well almost everyone. Someome is waiting in the shadows, ready to attack. What is going to happen when the Sides will have to face their biggest fears and nightmares? How will this effect their relationship..and...is everything gonna be normal again or they're going to stay in darkness forever? I do NOT own the characters of this story!!! They belong to an amazing person Thomas Sanders. I have not made the drawing either! It is the art of an artist and it is made this way by @AnnMt239

The anxious side had a major mishap with the creative one during one of Thomas' videos. That happened again the next day, and the day after, and again. He denies to himself that this is happening, that he's somehow repeating the same, horrible day again and again. As much as he hopes tomorrow will come, it never does. When he finally cracks, ready to accept his fate, he finds a way to make tomorrow come. Though it's going to be harder than he thought. I'm most likely going to re-edit this sometime, so if you see the words changing and stuff, 'tis why.

The tallies appear only when you fall in love. A red tally mark means your love is not returned; these are the most common. Having a black tally mark means that it is. Everyone who fell in love hoped their tally mark would be black. No one ever expected to have three black marks appear all at the same time. Book warnings: Lots of descriptions of scratching ones wrist. Mentions of cheating, descriptions of anxiety/panic attacks. -This story is an alternate universe with the Sanders Sides. The ship is polysanders, and no oh my god they do not look the same shut up. The idea for this book came from a oneshot I wrote called Tallies in my book Sanders Sides Oneshot 2.- -Also thanks to Winchester_At_Heart for making the cover!-