"I love you as certain dark things are to be loved. In secret, between the shadow and the soul," © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved

Liam is the new kid at Gateway High School, London. He quickly becomes friends with Louis Tomlinson, an average not so popular boy at Gateway who shows him around, teaches him the ropes and gives him the heads up on a few things. Niall Horan is Louis' best friend, who also quickly becomes friends with Liam. Zayn Malik is the guy at school who gets anything and anyone he wants, along with his best mate, Harry Styles. They pretty much run the school. All the girls want them and all the guys want to be them, that type of thing. Zayn and Harry's status starts to drop. This hasn't happened to Zayn before; people normally don't come high enough but Liam, Liam's different to other guys. Zayn's not going to let this new boy take control of him and his school, so Zayn and Harry come up with a plan. Liam on the other hand, doesn't agree with what Zayn is said to have done and doesn't want to get in too deep. But will Liam end up falling in like everyone else?

Louis Tomlinson keeps three secrets--three that change him. First, Louis Tomlinson isn't like the other boys. He's known since secondary school; but it took him a long time to come to terms with it. Louis' sexuality is one of the hardest things he's had to deal with, and he has to deal with it alone. He knows how foolish it would be to tell anyone else--people can be so judgmental. Secondly, Louis Tomlinson is depressed. For him, depression is no longer a condition, it's a state of being. Happiness doesn't exist in his life--he struggles just to get out of bed day to day. Louis hates himself, he hates his sexuality, and most of all, he hates his life. He slowly begins to understand what it means to be truly alone. His third secret is comes in the form of his creamy-skinned, curly-haired Cheshire flat neighbour. Everything from his rosy cheeks to his mossy-green eyes have Louis going mad with longing. He's never even exchanged a word with him, but he knows that he's addicted to this boy. He is Louis's drug, and he can't get enough of him. He's Louis's dirty, dark little secret that he has to hide because he's scared of being left alone yet again. But they say that holding things in can destroy a person from the inside out. And these secrets are breaking Louis Tomlinson.

Everyone has their struggles and for Louis, it is his English Lit class because he just can’t get his head around the work. He is on the verge of failing and even his best friend, Zayn, can’t seem to save Louis from his approaching failure, and he is clutching at straws. With the suggestion to try reading more, Louis finds himself in front of his computer reading stories from unpublished authors. Before long, those authors become his friends, and with their support, maybe Louis can improve. Louis wants these people in his reality and not just his virtual world, but he wasn’t prepared for the trouble it would cause. Everything is backwards, it’s upside down and in the blink of an eye, Louis doesn’t know if he’s lost or he’s won; all he knows is that he’s in uncharted territory. Now Louis is just confused, and he doesn’t have a clue what to do. Sometimes the people you meet on the Internet can help you more than the people you know in real life.

When Harry dies, Louis is completely broken, blaming himself for Harry's death. Little did he know that Harry's soul just moved to another body. Harry still has some memories about his life with One direction and tries to understand those memories. Soon he starts to find out more about his past life.

Basically stuff that I was a fetus starting and will now continue my old legacy of trying to be funny basically

Louis hides behind an image, trying to keep everyone else happy in order to be happy himself, the only one to see through this is Harry. But what happens when their managers tell them to fake date for the publicity and their relationship is taken to a whole new level, what impact will this have on the two boys?

Louis Tomlinson Moves to a boarding school where his new room mate Harry styles seems to hate him. Louis is determined to get home what ever it takes, and his new room mate is more than willing to help. But what happens when Louis starts to question his sexuality and discovers something shocking, how will this affect him, and his new school life. The not so Diary, Diary of Louis Tomlinson.

❞ "He is insane." - "He is a psychopath." - "He is dangerous." ❞ The list of rumors about Harry Styles was long, and everyone knew them but no one knew the truth. The only thing they knew was that Harry was lonely, shutted everyone out and pushed people away. No one bothered to go near Harry and everyone stayed away from him, until Louis moved into town. Louis was told to stay away from Harry at his first day in the new town, but that wasn't how Louis worked, so he ignored all the warnings and tried everything to get closer to Harry and to get to know the curly-haired boy. As his uncle told him when he was younger: "There always is a reason behind people's behaviour, no person changes unfounded. Don't judge, find out the reason and help. Sometimes a person just needs a special person to fix them." And Harry wasn't the only person with problems and secrets. ** This story can be triggering at some points, pleas be careful. ** [ currently unedited ]