A struggle to love and be loved

🚨Warning.🚨This story will contain smut. Recommend for readers 13+. "I played hard and it worked"

a story about a boy who gets bullied and can't take it anymore, so, he decides he's going to kill them... But, there's one thing holding him back, and that's his best friend, his best friend doesn't know anything about the boy and his desire, but he does know that he admires him, or shall I say, he's in love with the school shooter

Wattpad was lacking so I'm providing. "Why couldn't I be a normal gay boy and fall in love with guys who love male assets just as much as I do"- James Charles 2018 This is a Grayson Dolan and James Charles fanfic-----May contain some Ethma I needed this in my life so here it is... We'll see how this goes, hopefully I'll think of a better description later on at some point.

He's literally the cutest." James continues to show me picture after picture after picture, and I don't really see what's so great about the new guy James was obsessing over. He'd come over that night raving about this new boy he'd found, and hadn't stopped talking about him since he'd arrived. Charlie was his name, and oh how I already hated him.

James and Grayson wake up in bed together after a party. Will the sister squad fall apart while they try to deal with it without letting the others find out? Or will the fans notice that something isn't right between them?

The barista is gorgeous- glistening brown eyes and a freckle that kisses the bottom of his chin. James is greeted with a nervous grin, calloused fingers hovering over the register. First days are always stressful, but James can't help but encourage Grayson- even if his order was horribly wrong. There's only one way to make up for such a mistake and Grayson doesn't disappoint. James walks away with a cute guys number, or does he?