This story is basically the story of my life. Being a teenager dealing with depression from a really early age since 2 years old and struggling with depression and struggling coming out as a MTF(male to female) transgender individual. On top of having to deal with a lot of tragic events in my life and childhood trauma and, having all that fallowed me to adult hood and having to deal with it then. I'm Puertorican and have the worst grammar ever so bare with me. I'm not the best writer i just want to share my story and hope to impact people with this story.