After a heartbreak, you spent a crazy night in Vegas. When you wake up in the morning, you don't remember anything from the past night. What shocks you even more is a ring on your finger and a hot, rich billionaire in your bed.

"He's my soldier and there is no way in hell I'm letting Stark or anyone else take him from me!" Book 1 of Shock Waves series

❝Just know that from this point on, whatever happens, I'll be with you. I'm not gonna leave your side until you tell me to.❞ . . .in which she helps him find his way back to himself. [BOOK ONE] [Highest ranking: #1 in MCU/fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

Longing, Rusted, Seventeen, Daybreak... Bucky needs his mind back. While the infamous Winter Soldier is in cryofreeze, Steve Rogers frantically searches for a way to rid Bucky's mind of these words. Then he finds it. All power over Bucky's mind is abolished. But just because these words hold no true power over his mind doesn't mean that they don't have a hold over his emotions. That's where Ella Walin, the top PTSD Psychiatrist in the world, comes in. Previously working in a Sudanese refugee camp, sometimes helping once child soldiers recover from their traumatic past, Ella is secretly recruited by the New Avengers to help the Winter Soldier. But can she? Through the love of friends and her help, Bucky can finally regain his mind back. And his life.

Reunited after years of separation, Ruth Rogers and James Buchanan Barnes are caught in the snares of right and wrong. Tensions are high as Bucky tries to bring Ruth to safety, ultimately bringing her past back to haunt her in more ways than one. Relationships are torn apart in an attempt to stop those who seek to destroy everything held dear. The battles are bloody and filled with consequences. Can Ruth make it out alive?

[Cover by AFleetingDream_91] The third book in the Leave Me Series. Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" After the Civil War that tore apart the Avengers. After Bucky decided to go back under. After the war in Wakanda. After Thanos. After all that suffering, how does one damaged man go on? With the love of his life and his best friend gone, Bucky struggles as he feels he has been left behind [First Edit Completed March 2021]

BOOK II [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" #545 in FanFiction July 6th 2016 Ophelia and Bucky had left the United States, fleeing across the Atlantic Ocean to Europe. Settling in Romania, the duo remain under the radar, trying to lead normal lives. Even with eyes looking for them around all corners of the Earth, and very few of them friendly, they make it without incident until someone frames Bucky for the UN bombing. Reunited with Steve Rogers, Bucky and Ophelia find themselves thrown back into chaos once again. *This story follows Civil War; almost all characters and story go to Marvel. Ophelia and original ideas are mine* [Edit Complete May 19th 2019] [Second Edit Completed March 11 2021]

Sold to a facility at six years old to be raised as an assassin, Sweden-born Ruth Rogers was trained by whatever means necessary to become a lethal weapon. As she grew older, Ruth struggled with the reality that her memory had never been wiped like others around her but completed missions to obey the woman who commanded her. Ruth perfected her craft and quickly became known as the sly assassin Buzzkill. After suffering heavy losses, the facility was discovered and raided by SHIELD authorities. Before they could catch her, Ruth escaped SHIELD's reach and tried to live on her own for the first time in the eighteen years she's been alive. Feeling guilt for what she has done, Ruth agrees to aggressive experimentation to clear her record which ultimately results in devastating effects on her body and mind. Ruth struggles to survive as she continues to clear her conscience, becoming allies with the Winter Soldier in the process. Can Buzzkill and the Winter Soldier become strong enough to escape the place that controls them? Can they both learn to live with the consequences of their pasts while fighting their present demons? ************************************************************************************* Some characters, places, and agencies within the story belong to Marvel. Warnings: Mild Language, Violence, Mental Disabilities/Disorders (i.e. Depression, Anxiety Attacks, PTSD)

#246 in Fan Fiction August 5th. Featured on the Official Fanfiction Wattpad account 1st Place in the Marvel Excelsior Nation Awards 2019 [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] [THIS IS BOOK ONE] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" Ophelia's mother gave her away to HYDRA because she couldn't care for her. She was used as a lab rat for HYDRA, turned into a weapon. Tortured, experimented on, locked up, caged. Ophelia was always obedient to HYDRA, always dutiful and efficient in the beginning. When HYDRA captures Steve Rogers' best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, she witnesses his transformation from American soldier to HYDRA weapon. When they no longer need Ophelia and her path finding abilities, they turn the Winter Soldier against her. *All characters aside from Ophelia and a few others belong to Marvel* [Edit completed May 12th 2019] [Second Edit completed March 1st 2021]

It's 19 degrees outside, the trees are bare, and a metal arm glints in the sun. Bucky x OC 《 copyright @jordan7095 》 Cover picture is not mine. it is from Tumblr. credit goes to whoever made it.