Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

"I want you back." "Bullshit. You should've wanted to keep me" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This ends very awkwardly, don't fight me. (Yikes, I literally wrote this when I was 12 so it sucks a ton but whatever, enjoy the suckage) I own all of this story so please don't copy me. I do not own 5sos in any way. At all. I can't confirm that anything in this book actually happened. This is a boyxboy. So if that isn't your style you may hop along... Love you lots like tater tots! Enjoy!

"According to you....I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right. But according to him! I'm funny, I'm perfect, he can't get me out of his head." Harry Styles, 15 year old boy from Holmes Chapel has always dreamed of being a rockstar. Him and some friends from school form a band, and what better way to become famous then entering a battle of the bands? Their band is called White Eskimo. They practice every day and work as hard as they can, Harry wanting to improve his vocals so he doesn't hold the other boys back. Louis Tomlinson, 17 year old from Doncaster loves pop music. He's cheeky, he's funny, and from the outside seems happy. He is in a band called the Rogue. They are inspired by music like Ed Sheeran and Bruno Mars. Louis has a gentle voice, and he has a large amount of talent. The only problem is he doesn't realize how good he is. When both bands enter a battle of the bands, they're supposed to be enemies. They have to be enemies. But what happens when Harry falls desperately in love with the older boy who wants nothing to do with him? Louis has two sides, the side when he's with his band and the side when he's with Harry. Harry knows Louis, and Harry wants Louis. Harry wants him bad.

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?