SEVERE TRIGGER WARNING : SELF-HARM AND ABUSE
PLEASE BE CAREFUL IF YOU ARE UPSET EASILY BY THESE THINGS, AND SEEK HELP IF NEEDED!
Oikawa regrets just about everything he has done in the past week. That doesn't mean he'll stop. He wishes Iwaizumi never left. He never even said goodbye. He knows the habits he has developed aren't the most healthy, but the world lost it's meaning around 3 days ago.
when I cry... I can't help but smile.
the pain inside takes me over as soon my eyes turn dull and my body becomes weak.
my eyes turn to stone as they don't show what they use to.
tears... tears flow down my face as my smile grows wider as I laugh...
I turn into a empty whole as I feel there is no meaning for me to live....
friends... friends, the knife under my bed... the tears I hold inside.. iwaizumi..
save me... cause I don't think I will make it much longer..
-oikawa
So I'm doing an au for this one. It's nothing big. Just Hinata being depressed and suicidal. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
DISCLAIMERS
The characters do not belong to me! Credit for them goes to Haruichi Furudate!
And yes, I made the edit I used as the cover.
Sugawaras life is a mess. School and volleyball are the most important things right now. But soon he discovers that he got feelings towards Daichi. What will Suga do?
what if hinata wasn't all sunshine and rainbows? what if hinata had a secret? will be be able to hide behind his mask or will his team find out the truth?
this story will include
self harm
abuse
rape
boy love
I dont own the characters of haikyuu or the pictures included in this story just the plot
Hinatas life changed after that day nothing was the same after his mother left the world...
Will include: cursing, self harm, self hate, rape, drug-use, triggering topics, eating disorder