In which a girl writes a series of letters to the boy she loves and things take a dangerous turn when she learns he has his eyes on someone else.

The thing about a dead-end little town like Dreadwood, Vermont is that everyone wants out and in the end, most of them do get out. Those that don't, die there. If high school truant, Callie Morten, won't stop being her stubborn self for one second and accept the help that she needs in order to leave, she might just be one of them. Her only friend, Anna Pacheco, on the other hand, is perfectly content in the bubble she has created for herself. She has a supportive mother, an unbreakable friendship of almost twelve years, and has been dating her soulmate for nine. Who in their right minds would want to give that up? Then there's the soulmate, Quinton Houghton, who despite all the positive things that are said about him, knows he is no saint. Especially with the giant secret that float over his heads like a cloud constantly raining down on his every move. He will do anything he possibly can to keep it a secret, even if it comes at the price of his own happiness. Will Callie, Anna, and Quinton be able to face their truths and let go of everything that is holding them back? Or will they let it tear them and everything they've build for themselves apart? They have five months left to figure it all out and time is only ticking faster.

They say Beatrix Gemmer is a rule follower, a role model, a valedictorian, a well-behaved daughter, a selfless friend, a loyal girlfriend. And they definitely don't say Beatrix Gemmer is suicidal. Trigger Warning: This book contains mature language, mentions of sexual assault, self harm, suicide, mental-health issues, and substance abuse. Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with any of these themes. Cover by: @Meha-k