"some things are meant to be secret and not to be heard, so if i tell you just keep it and don't say a word. if these walls could talk i hope they wouldn't say anything, because they've seen way too many things" ˚✧₊⁎ ♡⁎⁺˳✧༚ in which harry wants to get away from his father and louis wants to get closer to harry.

"Please," I begged, "it hurts, please stop." He looked down at me with his cold eyes and his evil grin. I wouldn't beg again. That was the last time I ever begged for anything. Although, my decision still didn't stop the screams escaping me. AU where Harry was raped and is now considered an outcast in his school. Contains sexual interaction, rape, bullying, offensive language, mention of substance abuse. Could possibly be triggering so read with caution.

Louis is a principal dancer with The Royal Ballet. When his rival, moody dance prodigy, Harry, joins the company, old wounds are reopened and old passions reignited. During the company's production of Swan Lake the secret that doomed their love is finally revealed, but will it be too late? [COMPLETED]

childhood friends reunited at the start of the summer before their senior year. "you laugh and you dance in the wind. and you sway and you hug and you kiss. but there's darkness behind those eyes, even when you smile. oh, summer child." #1 in joshler 1/4/23 + 11/14/24

"i don't need anyone. i just need everyone and then some." - in which tyler is a senior in high-school who's been living on his own for two years and josh is a teacher fresh out of college who's just gotten out of a four-year relationship. - #1 in twentyonepilots 4/18/23 #1 in joshler (again) 10/9/25 ♡

"It's okay, you'll be okay," A new work route can always be difficult, but when Josh finds the love of his life, things become a little more complicated as he discovers the new boy is not everything he seems he is. *WARNING* Graphic sexual content Violence and gore Slow burn Major character death Depictions of severe mental illness Moderate description of self harm THIS STORY IS COMPLETE, PLEASE HEAD OVER TO MY PAGE @RyeDun TO READ MY CURRENT STORY "HEXXED".

"nothing's ever really quiet, you were just too stubborn to pretend. it's part of me. wouldn't you believe it's nothing?" (keep the rain by searows) - tyler is stressed out, for lack of better wording. josh is... well, josh is getting married. tyler just wishes it was to himself. takes place mostly during the trench era/bandito tour. #1 in joshler - 2/6/25

Louis' new roommate is shy, skittish, and flinches at the slightest sounds. He's an art major who gets drunk on cherry wine, wears lacy lingerie, and shows up late at night covered in bruises that blossom across his skin like flowers. Obviously something is wrong. Louis just doesn't know what it is.

Harry's problem is to survive. Louis' problem is Harry. From chapter 24: - Harry, please, are you still there? - Harry hears once he puts his phone against his ear again. Nick is unsettled and scared now. - London, yes. - the fresh air helps a little with his confusion and dizziness, making him think clearer. - I am... I am at, fuck... - a sharp pain in his abdomen surprises him when he starts walking faster. - Harry, please. Tell me about the Station! Come on, love, focus for me, I need the name. Harry tries to breathe slowly and to calm down, finding a bench near the exit. - V-Victoria. - he moans painfully. - Thank God! I'm on my way. Please, find somewhere to sit, yeah? I'll find you, I promise you. - Nick hangs up, leaving Harry on his own once again. In his trembling fingers, a piece of paper to which he clings like his life depended on it: Louis' message. ⚠️warning⚠️ This story may contain very delicate themes, some autobiographical contents and smut (later on) Read at your own risk, and be ready to cry and suffer with me and with them. ⚠️mental health themes (check the warnings at the beginning of every chapter) ⚠️abuse ⚠️violence ⚠️mention of rape ⚠️ bulling ⚠️homophobia I chose to write this story because maybe I'll be able to sensibilize at least one person about these themes. I'm not a teacher or a coach life, my one and only message is BE KIND. Everyone has a story. Whoever you are, love you ♥️