N A M G I. "you-" yoongi jabs a finger on namjoon's nose. he hiccups. "kiss me," he slurs, looking at the younger through his messy fringe. namjoon gulps. "hyung, no." or, in which namjoon babysits drunk yoongi who won't stop asking him for kissies.

s.mon ! ❝Your blueberry pills don't show that you're weak Namjoon-ah. They show that you're going through a tough time and your fighting against whatever's troubling you..❞ SEQUEL TO 'STRAWBERRY PILLS' ©-STARCHIM | 2017 #70 [sugamon] #15 [grieving]

Whenever I feel good I think it will last forever. But it's not like that. [© 2019 / a namgi fic]

ᴷᴵᴹ ᴺᴬᴹᴶᴼᴼᴺ ᵂᴬᴺᵀˢ ᵀᴼ ᶜᴼᴹᴱ ᴮᴬᶜᴷ ᴵᴺᵀᴼ ᵞᴼᴼᴺᴳᴵ ᴬᴺᴰ ᵀᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᴸᴵᵀᵀᴸᴱ ᴳᴵᴿᴸˢ ᴸᴵᶠᴱ ᴬᶠᵀᴱᴿ ᴴᵁᴿᵀᴵᴺᴳ ᴮᴼᵀᴴ 8 ᵞᴱᴬᴿˢ ᴬᴳᴼ ➖ ᴹᴾᴿᴱᴳ- ᴵᶠ ᵞᴼᵁᴿ ᵁᴺᶜᴼᴹᶠᴼᴿᵀᴬᴮᴸᴱ ᵂᴵᵀᴴ ᴹᴾᴿᴱᴳ ᴾᴸᴱᴬˢᴱ ᴸᴱᴬᵛᴱ ᵀᴴᴵˢ ᴮᴼᴼᴷ ᴬᴸᴼᴺᴱ, ˢᴼᴿᴿᵞ ᶠᴼᴿ ᴬᴺᵞ ᴵᴺᶜᴼᴺᵛᴱᴺᴵᴱᴺᶜᴱ ➖ ᴺᴬᴹᴳᴵ 2ˢᴱᴼᴷ ᵀᴬᴱᴹᴵᴺᴷᴼᴼᴷ ᴹᴵᴺᴶᴼᴼᴺ ˢᴼᴼᴺᴴᴼᴼᴺ (ᴾᴿᴼᴮᴬᴮᴸᵞ ᴼᵀᴴᴱᴿ ˢᴴᴵᴾˢ)

❝I had woken up a couple minutes ago, with a huge pounding headache. The toilet was now clogged with the vomit that I threw up when I had woke up. I had no idea how I ended up in this bed...❞/ ᴬ ˢᵗᵘᵈᵉⁿᵗ ʷʰᵒ ᶦˢ ˢᵘˢᵖᶦᶜᶦᵒᵘˢ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ⁿᵉʷ ᵗᵉᵃᶜʰᵉʳ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶦˢ ˢᵒᵒⁿ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ. **Oɴɢᴏɪɴɢ** ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ⁻ ₁₁/₂₃/₁₇ © bunbunhyung

NAMGI -❝ I LIKE THE VOLUME SO HIGH I CAN'T HEAR YOUR BULLSHIT! ❞ ©93MYGI 2017 ; RICH BOYS [YOONGI'S A SON OF A RICH WOMAN, AND HE'S GOT EVERYTHING BUT FRIENDS. NAMJOON IS FAMILIAR WITH THE BOY'S MUM, AND BECAUSE OF A FUCKED UP ANKLE THE TWO MEET, AND CREATE SOME KIND OF A BOND. THERE'S A LIE BEHIND A TRUTH, THOUGH. THAT'S WHY YOONGI WOULD RATHER MAKE HIS EARS BLEED THAN LISTEN TO NAMJOON EXPLAIN.]

"please god, let this one last..." with five failed relationships, namjoon's hoping maybe this time he really is the one. [namgi] ; bottom joon, top yoongi.

yoongi writes in his diary and gives it to namjoon who writes back to yoongi. -yoongi is mute, depressed and writes his feelings down every day in a diary and namjoon reads them and replies to yoongi's entrees -

❝unknown:hey. when can we meet again? unknown:who is this?❞/ ᴬ ᵖˡᵃʸᵇᵒʸ ᵐᵉᵉᵗˢ ᵃ ᵖʳᶦⁿᶜᵉ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵃ ʷʳᵒⁿᵍ ⁿᵘᵐᵇᵉʳ. **Oɴɢᴏɪɴɢ** ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ⁻ ₁/₄/₁₈ © bunbunhyung

❝The world is unfair, it takes the ones closet to us and leaves the evilest to be well and alive. Why must the one we love suffer, and we stay alive in this cruel world?❞/ ᴬ ˢᵃᵈ ᵇᵒʸ ʷʰᵒ ᶦˢ ᵐᵒᵘʳⁿᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ʰᶦˢ ˡᵒᵛᵉʳ, ⁿᵒᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢᵒᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉʸ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʳᵉᵘⁿᶦᵗᵉ. **Oɴɢᴏɪɴɢ** ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ⁻ ₁₁/₁/₁₇ © bunbunhyung