I flipped off my penny board landing on someone. I move my hair out of my fave and see a cute boy.

Grayson lied. He faked his smile... his laugh... his happiness. He lied about his feelings. School is to blame. He is depressed and feels like there's no reason to live. Until he meets someone... But will she heal him? Or hurt him?

"Tell my love to wreak it all, cut out all the ropes and me fall" "ETHAN NO" Started: December 27, 2018

It's weird how two people can change your whole life, for the better or worse. Grayson Dolan and Ethan Dolan book Started: June 2018 Ended: August 2018 *still being edited* -some part of the story below- "what if I don't want to be a da-" his lips closed as his eyes centered on my jaw. I furrowed my brows, subconsciously softly pressing my finger tips onto it. I watched as his jaw clenched, his fist ball up so hard his knuckles became a ghostly white, and his eyes become hooded. He took a step forward as I took another back. He didn't care much for the movement, grabbing onto my forearm and pulling me towards him. "what the fuck happened?" He growled, his minty-vodka breath fanning my face. With the hand not holding me in place, he softly touched my jaw. His rough calloused fingers and soft touch were a contrast to the anger seething from his body. It wasn't until then I remembered the bruises. "what do you mean?" I innocently asked, yanking my arm from his grasp. I tried to back away, but he held onto my chin with his fingers, glaring daggers into my eyes. His orbs suddenly turned a lighter shade, inspecting the damage done. "who hurt you?" His eyes not once left the bruises. I was ashamed but the anger boiling below my surface was becoming hotter and hotter and soon I would explode. "hickeys. Leave me the fuck alone, I'm fine." I said between teeth, pulling away once again. This time he took me by surprise, actually letting me walk away. I turned on my heel until he grabbed my shoulder and pulled me close. "That's not a hickey, I've seen hickeys. I've given hickeys. That is not a hickey. Now answer my damn question, who fucking hurt you!" At this point, the whole crowed turned to watch us. "You. You hurt me."

~~~ "You're an idiot you know that?" I shook my head at Ethan. "Hey we're twins so at least I'm not the only dumb one." "That did even make sense," I furrowed my eyebrows together "You're dumber." "You're the dumbest." "You're the idiot.. bAiLeY," he emphasized my middle name. "Eteeweetee," I cooed back at him. And with that, he tackled me to the ground. It didn't help that we were also in the mud either. "You're both idiots," Cameron shook her head stepping out of our way as we rolled around. ~~~ Ethan and Grayson just decided they'd spend their senior year back at a public school. Given past events they're scared to try this new adventure. And with being stars on Youtube, and seniors, a lot of havoc can be released and drift them to different places...alone. All along with them, they keep their quirky sets for their adoring fans, but their lively adventures turn for the worse. Author's Note: I don't view Ethan like the way I protrayed him in this book. Also, there will be a good amount of upsetting events in here. If you don't mix well with types of name calling, suicide, or struggle with acceptance in anyway, this may not be the best book for you to read. With that being said, I don't want any hate and this book may attract that. I respect everyone's beliefs and their ways. I may not really like it, but I'm not going to hate you for those choices. I love everyone and care about their well being. I love y'all and I hope you enjoy this :)

"why do you always wear a hoodie?" "because if i don't, people stare." ---- But scars are not only external... they're internal too, and they go deeper than skin deep. started 6/7/17 best ranking: #49 in ethandolan

𝔸𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕨𝕠 𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕜 𝕦𝕡𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙, 𝔼𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝔻𝕠𝕝𝕒𝕟, 𝕆𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕞. 𝕊𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥. ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕙𝕚𝕞. 𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟? 𝕆𝕣 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕖𝕝𝕤𝕖, 𝕡𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕒 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕡𝕚𝕥 𝕒 𝕤𝕒𝕕𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤.

ᴇᴛʜᴀɴ ᴅᴏʟᴀɴ ʜᴀs ᴛʜɪs ɢɪʀʟғʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛs ᴏɴ ʜɪᴍ. ᴇᴛʜᴀɴ ғᴀʟʟs ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ. ᴇᴛʜᴀɴ ɢᴇᴛs ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ. ʜᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇs ᴜᴘ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟғʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴍᴀᴅᴅʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘs ʜɪᴍ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ʜᴏʟᴇ..

Ethan Dolan; never thought I'd hear that name again. Never thought I would see that boy after I left this dry town years ago. But there are always second chances. WARNING: This story includes triggers for anorexia nervosa, a couple scenes of physical abuse, cussing, and includes somebody having depressing/suicidal thoughts. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

She was his bully... COMPLETED💥