3 P.M. - I loved her. She loved me. I fell harder and harder every day, and I knew it was dangerous. She was dangerous. Her kiss began to taste like vodka even when she hadn't been drinking and her nails dug into my skin like razors, but I loved her. 11 P.M. - The flick of a lighter. I saw the flame in her emerald eyes as they both burned. She took a hit and handed it to me. It touched my lips and tasted like her. I felt the chemicals in my lungs. Everything was spinning, but I still loved her. Midnight - The flash of lights. They blinded me. I couldn't find my shirt. My skin was still glistening with the trail from her tongue. Gunshots. One. Two. Three. Glass shattered. Handcuffs. White walls. Caught. I still loved her. I always would. WARNING: This story is Rated R for drugs, sexual content, and language. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: All content is original. Please refrain from commenting the names of and comparing other fan fictions throughout the story, as any similarities between stories are purely coincidental or based off of real-life Camren moments.

Camila comes home and finds that Lauren isn't doing well at all. So she takes care of her. *IMPORTANT: Contains implied/referenced self-harm.

Trigger Warning - Talk of Eating Disorders ➸ "But Lauren knew. Camila needed someone to fight for her, and that’s what she intended on doing. If Camila came running at her with her fist raised, Lauren wouldn’t push her away. She would just hug her until Camila stopped punching her." Highest Rank: #33 in Fanfiction

New to New York City, the quirky artist, Camila Cabello finds out what it really means to shed light on someone. Especially when that someone is notorious blind girl, Lauren Jauregui. She's a mystery upon herself, and Camila is determined to break the mystery and hear her story. But she might do more than just that. Also, the cover for my story isn't mine. It's done by the amazing bows-n-beanies on tumblr. :)

"one month," camila says, willing her voice not to crack. "one month, lauren. be with me for one month. we can pretend that everything's normal, and nothing has changed." knowing she had no time left, camila cabello-jauregui implores her wife to stay with her. she wants one more chance to fall in love with her again. just one month. converted! au! camren (girlxgirl) one-shot. lowercase intended. cover by me. #84 - lucyvives

Camila sat back, a frown on her face. Lauren turned away, not wanting to see the heartbroken look on the girl's face. "Y-you're pregnant?" Lauren nodded her head. "Y-you cheated on me?" - 3 Original Parts 5 Alternative Parts Started: March 29, 2017 Completed: August 25, 2017

*NEW COVER ART* SEQUEL TO UNCOVER "this might be the first time I feel like I belong..." It's been six months since the events from "uncover". Camila struggles to adapt to her new life, away from the Organization and her old hacking life. Normalcy was a foreign concept to her and she had a hard time grasping it. She had an even harder time letting go of the love of her life; Lauren. What will happen when Lauren suddenly re-enters her life? Highest Ranking - #518 in lauren

*NEW COVER ART* "When you think you know someone, you don't..." She works in the shadows. She leaves no trail and she's very careful. Every agent who has tried to pursue her has failed. She's always ten steps ahead. She knows your every move, even before you make them. She's a ghost. They call her Kaycee. After exhausting everything they had to find her, they had a lead. Every field agent has been compromised, except for one; Agent Lauren Jauregui. She goes undercover to find Kaycee in her old college in Miami and stop whatever she was planning. That was the mission. After uncovering certain secrets, Lauren must make a decision that will change everything. Highest Ranking - #247 in scifi

ⅰ. “And I wonder how many polar opposites we have brought together by falling in love. Inside you could have been the match that started the fire and burned down an entire house, and inside of me may live the remnants of a rocking chair inside the house that was burned to the ground. All these little things... these cells that make up our bodies, they could have once despised one another. But now every single part of me is in love with every single part of you. Just with one touch we would be resolving age old conflicts, or ushering the tip of the tallest mountain to kiss the sand that lies at the deepest part of the ocean.”

Camila Cabello is a closeted lesbian. The only person she has ever come out to is her openly bisexual best friend - Lauren Jauregui. Camila tries her hardest to fall in love with men, by going on dates with different guys. In the meantime, in order to fulfill her sexual desires, she and Lauren secretly become fuck-buddies. But can you really sleep with your best friend without catching feelings? ***Despite the evident title, there's no smut. Just love (: