oh, it's love.

we need to cry.

Jungkook gets sexually abused by his step-brother, and he struggles with himself, there's a bully at school who won't leave him alone, but luckily he meets Taehyung and Jimin who help him through it all Eating disorder, self harm, depression, rape, bullying. If you don't want to read about things like that don't read my book, I don't mean to offend anyone so I'm very sorry if I do. Angst to the max my dudes.

As he looks in to the mirror he can't help but wonder... Why does he feel so empty...and look so full? " Kook? Are you going to eat?" "No. I'm already full..."

" ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʷᵉᵃʳ ᵒᵛᵉʳˢⁱᶻᵉᵈ ᶜˡᵒᵗʰᵉˢ?" "ᵗᵒ ʰⁱᵈᵉ." "ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʷʰᵃᵗ?" "ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ." SLOW UPDATES !! ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ eating disorders mentions of bullying self harm toxic/abusive relationship suicidal thoughts STARTED : 02/05/19 FINISHED : [ ] rankings : #10 bottom kook #14 in vkook #69 in bts ships ;)

This is a diary about my day to day life and how I am struggling with my weight and food. I won't be using real names as I want to keep it as anonymous as possible. This could be a trigger to anyone who is struggling with similar problems to me so please don't read if you will be triggered.

𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢! 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢! 𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚝! - 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕! 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛 - 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜! 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢. 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜, 𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚡𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚎. 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. - 𝚒 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊

I'm writing this diary so I can keep track of what I'm eating and to help with my weight loss. This is my personal journey so if this book offends you in any way, please leave.