Prequel to "To Love What We Broke" Seirin lost the match to Rakuzan resulting in Kuroko becoming severely depressed and eventually attempting suicide. No one is entirely sure what is going through his mind, but both Seirin and the GOM make it their job to help him recover. (TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, Eating Disorder, Attempted Suicide, Depression) Akakuro (Also on fanfiction.net and archiveofourown)

Kuroko's depression started around three years ago when he first learned that Akashi is cheating on him with Furihata, a friend back in high school. His depression worsened when he learned that almost all of their friends knew about it and kept their mouth silent, not even giving him a hint that his beloved is cheating on him, add the fact that his dog Nigou died. Then, one night, when Akashi was on a 'business trip', Kuroko decided to end it all. What would happen when a certain man learned it all? Would he be able to save his beloved Kuroko or would Akashi be able to take him back? Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroko no basketball