Zayn and Niall had the perfect relationship. Well, not exactly. Niall was only there in Zayn's dreams. Zayn had sacrificed a lot for this boy in his imagination. Zayn's given up a social life, relationships, even meals. Zayn carries sleeping pills with him everywhere he goes, in case he happens to have some time for Niall. Usually, when the first dose doesn't work, he takes another. They always work by then. But what if the pills don't work? Another dose. Doesn't work again? Another dose. [playlist: http://8tracks.com/yasthewriter/in-my-dreams/ | made by foreversmilin]

Niall Horan is a boy who fears danger. Zayn Malik defines it.

Through Niall's eyes, Zayn can do no wrong. Through Zayn's eyes, doing something wrong is the only way to do something right.

Zayn likes his safe position on the edge. He soon gets driven off. Warning: Boyxboy scenes, drug-use, excessive swearing, violent scenes, character death and sexual content.

Niall will always be in Zayn's heart yet he soon realises what a cold, deceptive place it is. (250k) Contains: Boyxboy scenes, drug-use, excessive swearing, violent scenes, smut, character death and /major/ character death.

It's the little things you're supposed to enjoy. When the sky is any color but blue or when the sun shines. But Zayn Malik... He didn't enjoy anything. Hell, he was going to die one day so why the hell get your hopes up? Zayn just didn't care about his life. He wasted it on drugs, sex, alcohol, and bumming money of his friends. But it seems to be the complete opposite for Niall Horan. Zayn didn't get the fucking idiot, maybe that's why Zayn enjoyed his presence. Niall loved everything. Every little thing. The silent beat of a butterfly's wings made his day. Zayn just didn't get him at all. But Niall got Zayn. He knew what Zayn felt and Niall knew that Zayn could be helped. But maybe Zayn wanted help. Zayn never really knew someone so happy could have such a horrible life like Niall. Maybe somewhere in there is when they fell in love. Maybe that's when Zayn can finally learn to enjoy the simplest things. Like the silent beat of a butterfly's wings.

Sometimes people are just drawn to each other, no matter who they are and how they know them. It's chemistry and sometimes it can end as an experimental disasters. Niall Horan was a regular seventeen year old guy. He, like any other regular teenager, had one friend that knew him like the back of his hand. He spent allot of time with his best friend, but that also ment he spent allot of time with his best friend's family. Zayn Malik was a twenty-six year old working father. Him and his wife had adopted their son Liam when the boy was ten years old. They were both young parents, but they knew they made the right decision in becoming the young lad's parents to give him a better life. What happens as years go on and close relationships are made between the teen and the man? Is it all chemistry, or is it more? Will this lead them to making a big mistake?

*Discontinued* Winning is never easy, especially if there's nothing to be won. - Contains descriptions of violence

Two different world's collide and it's all because of him. Zayn Malik was just a regular guy. He was an intern at a local radio station and was also a part time tattoo artist. He was an older brother and would do anything to make his sisters happy. Niall Horan was 1/4 of One Direction. They were the world's most loved boy band, but sometimes he just wanted someone special to love him. Niall was always a happy-go-lucky guy no matter what. All he really wanted was to make people happy. What happens when an ordinary guy meets and extraordinary one? Will it be everything they've ever wanted?

maybe it was the feeling of his hips grinding on top of his. maybe it was the feeling of their bodies molded together. maybe it was the feeling of Zayn deep inside of him. maybe it was the feeling of having something that would always take the pain away. but niall knew he was screwed when he kept coming back for more. and Zayn knew he was screwed when he kept letting him.