Tord has dealt with the voices in his head for far too long, his crush on a certain pastel blue brit making both better and worse. No one would ever think that little crybaby tord would do something like this, how could he? WARNING THIS CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SELF HARM. {This is the opposite AU, none of the characters belong to me. I'm shipping the characters, not the real people you heathens!} {Credit to the artist, most art isn't mine. Some of it is}