(this story includes triggering things such as: bullying, self harm, abuse, etc) Dean Winchester's life is complicated. After his mothers death, he has basically raised his little brother, Sam. Their father has hardly been in their lives, his job as a drug dealer requiring him to disappear for long periods of time and causing them to move around a lot. But when their dad finally gets arrested, a man named Bobby Singer takes the boys in and enrolls them in a more permanent school. And as if his father's incident wasn't hard enough on him, Dean begins to question his sexuality when he meets quiet, introverted, and (he must admit) quite cute Castiel.

This is a Destiel highschool AU where the geek!Castiel Novek meets the jock!Dean Winchester CONTAINS: SOME Sabriel, self harm, child abuse, fluff, and 'THE FEELS'!!! COMMENT!! VOTE!! AND ENJOY THE FEELS!!!

Castiel wants Dean Winchester to notice him. *** Dean wants Castiel Novak to notice him. *** It's a never ending circle until the day everything changes.