Zayn fragte mit vorsichtiger Stimme: ❝Wegen der Verlobung?❞ Ich nickte, obwohl ich noch immer wie ein Wasserfall Tränen ergoss. Zayn fragte erneut mit vorsichtiger Stimme: ❝Sie oder er?❞ Ich konnte nichts sagen und weinte noch mehr: ❝I-ich…❞ Ich schluchzte nochmals laut und hielt nun meine Hände vor meinen Augen, um nicht irgendetwas von der Welt sehen zu müssen. Ich wollte das ganze einfach nicht wahrhaben. Zayn blieb still und nach einigen Sekunden stellte er fest: ❝Er.❞ Die große Liebe dabei zu zusehen, während er eine andere liebt ist das schlimmste Gefühl das es auf Erden gibt. Mein Herz gehörte Louis, währenddessen er sein Herz Eleanor geschenkt hatte. Ich werde euch nun erzählen, wie ich innerlich immer mehr auseinander ging und wie es dazu kam, dass ich am Ende komplett versagte. Mein Name ist Harry Styles und das ist meine Geschichte.

"According to you....I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right. But according to him! I'm funny, I'm perfect, he can't get me out of his head." Harry Styles, 15 year old boy from Holmes Chapel has always dreamed of being a rockstar. Him and some friends from school form a band, and what better way to become famous then entering a battle of the bands? Their band is called White Eskimo. They practice every day and work as hard as they can, Harry wanting to improve his vocals so he doesn't hold the other boys back. Louis Tomlinson, 17 year old from Doncaster loves pop music. He's cheeky, he's funny, and from the outside seems happy. He is in a band called the Rogue. They are inspired by music like Ed Sheeran and Bruno Mars. Louis has a gentle voice, and he has a large amount of talent. The only problem is he doesn't realize how good he is. When both bands enter a battle of the bands, they're supposed to be enemies. They have to be enemies. But what happens when Harry falls desperately in love with the older boy who wants nothing to do with him? Louis has two sides, the side when he's with his band and the side when he's with Harry. Harry knows Louis, and Harry wants Louis. Harry wants him bad.

Louis Tomlinson is a 17 year old boy with a hard life. His father died when he was only 12 and his mother is severely emotionally abusive. He does his best to protect his baby sister and his 14 year old brother, but he has a lot on his plate without the added stress. Victim to two eating disorders and a self harming problem, he is trying his best to do well in school so that he can get a scholarship to uni and become a lawyer and take care of his family. Then, 16 year old Harry Styles shows up. Closeted gay since his father died, Louis has fallen hard and fast for the new student but is unable to accept his feelings. Harry, on the other hand, has a whole new layer of wonderful hidden beneath his shy exterior. One that he's just waiting for someone to come along and discover, someone like the beautiful boy who sits at the front of his law class and has the stunning blue eyes. Both boys have secrets, but Harry is learning Louis' while the older boy tries his best and fails to understand why someone would want to know him and love him. One traumatic incident involving Louis' family throws him and Harry into a situation where they get very close very fast. And when you get that close to someone, it's very easy to fall for them. It will be a struggle for both boys, but in the end, will they fall for eachother and save eachother? Or will one of them write the last entry in their journal sooner than planned?

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles knew each other in high school. Louis used to be bubbly, happy, and he had a laugh that could make anyone smile. Harry Styles was the bastard that used girls and laughed it off, but everyone liked him...including Louis. What happens when Harry Styles starts developing feelings for Louis Tomlinson, a boy? What happens after high school ends, after the first kiss, after their first love? What happens to make both of them change? The real question is who hates Harry Styles more? Louis Tomlinson or Harry Styles.