(Book One) College is supposed to be a free-spirit and well rounded environment for most freshman, however for Mackenzie Burns it's just that and a whole lot more, especially when she finds out her new roommate will be a boy. She seems to hate the idea, that is until she meets Connor Franta and suddenly everything changes, suddenly nothing seems to be real anymore. Will she be able to handle the chaos that unravels in her life, or do things seem to be too good to be true? It's a mystery that she's willing to solve, and a whole lot of insanity Connor's willing to accept.

We try to figure out the real meaning of love. But how come nobody can define it? Why is it that every time you fall in love you always end up hurt? Will you catch me when I fall? I'm slowly breaking, my heart is torn. What use to be a happy life, is slowly fading away. I'm living in hell. People say I love you but do they actually mean it, or are they just saying it and not knowing what it means? Pain only hurts unless it's relevant, but i'm not hurting, i'm just trying to get back on my feet, and find the person I love. But before I can do that, please tell me What Is Love?

Emily moves to California and finds her new life with the magcon boys amazing. She falls in love with one of the boys and he changes her world forever. Her life is almost perfect. How could she be unhappy with that? Contains sexual content and language.