Have you ever asked yourself what it was like to live a normal life? A life surrounded by people whom you can trust and who'll trust you? A life where being with someone isn't as hard as you think it would be? Or simply living a life that doesn't make you overthink every situation you can possibly be in. Well, maybe you haven't asked. Why? 'Cause you're not someone whose anxieties are worse than it seems. I hear their voices in my head, whispering such judgments I hope to ignore but can't. I predict scenarios and turn them upside down. And I still wonder, is it possible for me to live a normal life? I don't know, but I hope so.

This is not a ‘boy saves the girl’ type of story. This is anything but that. No boy can save a girl like Ana Shaw. She is saveless. Ana Shaw has had a rough three years. After a traumatic experience when she was fifteen, she has been in and out of mental hospitals in hopes of trying to make her whole again. Now, after multiple suicide attempts and then a full year of recovery, Ana finds herself back in a patient facility, surrounded by other mentally unstable people. But really, what's wrong with wanting to die? After everything that she's been through, it's totally understandable that she wants to end her life. However, everybody around her is determined to keep her alive no matter what she wants. Will they succeed or will Ana slip through their fingers once and for all? With the help of a few people at the mental rehabilitation center that she is staying in, Ana fights to find reasons to live before it's too late.

she is hurt, she wants to be gone, she can't deal with the pain, she can't go on, she wants to give up, she wants to give in, she wants to be happy. but she never is. she judges herself, others judge her too, every day of her life, is a struggle to get through. Is this girl you? I know it's me.