*Short story about the real affects of Anorexia Nervosa* -triggering- Story follows Avia Blake through a battle with Anorexia Nervosa. She finds herself stuck in the never-loosening grip of an eating disorder and struggles to break free

this diary was started awhile ago. i'm leaving those chapters public so you guys can read and learn from my mistakes. i'm 15 now and just want a slim waist and to tone some of my arms and legs. let's work at it together! omg tysm for 6k reads. i remember having 100 reads and wishing i had more like weight loss diary's with 10k. honestly so thankful and grateful people are finding my book now. thank you!

This is based on a true story about a young girl battling an eating disorder. The book follows her journey as she gets worse and worse and the illness takes over her as a person. If you're reading this and have or do suffer from an eating disorder, I hope you recover and don't take a turn for the worst. You are beautiful inside and out and the one thing you may think is doing good for you is actually destroying you. I'm not saying it will be easy but you will get there, stay strong. Text copyright © Jordan Devine ™ 2014 The moral right of the author has been asserted. All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that it shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any manner, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is a violation of copyright law. A single copy of the materials available in this story may be made solely for personal, non-commercial use. Individuals must preserve any copyright or other notices contained in or associated with them. Users may not distribute said copies to others, whether or not in electronic form or in hard copy, without prior written consent of the copyright holder of the materials. Contact information for requests for permission to reproduce or distribute materials available through this course are listed below. Jordandevine99@hotmail.co.uk All rights reserved ®

You know you’re obsessed with it when you look at your self every time you walk past a mirror or something that reflects you. You know you’re obsessed when you think of the food you don’t want to want to eat hours before lunch. You know you’re obsessed when in class you measure you thighs or when you stare at you stomach instead of paying attention to the teacher. TW: Eating Disorder

Just the normal life of a teenager girl secretly struggling with an eating disorder.

Before I say anything else this book was inspired by @xxarazelyxx16, and her book series, "How to be Perfect". With that said this book will contain random helpful information for going through life as gracefully as possible. This will mean tips and tricks on; diet, exercise, school, friends, family, and anything else I can think up 🙃

"It started with fasting for a day. That day turned into two. Then three. Then four. Then I binged. I purged. I fasted. At first I just wanted to get to 120 pounds. Then 110. Once I hit 110 I wanted 100. I was at a size zero. I loved that number for some odd reason. Soon that number took over my life. Now, at 90 pounds, all I want to see is zero. 80, 70, 60 pounds will never be enough. I just want it all gone. I just want to see zero." "Zero is perfection?" Sarah asks. "Yes. Zero is perfection." I reply. "Even if it means dying?" She asks. "Even if it means dying."

Hey guys so this is my weight loss journey that i want to share with you guys. I just hope that this book will motivate you and also give you hope that everythings possible ! I'll be posting healthy recipes, daily workouts, fitspiration quotes, tips, and my journey. So yeah I'd really hope you guys to enjoy this book. So sorry that im not the best writer since this is my first book, anyway let's begin our journey ! ❤️❤️

"Why do you have so much self confidence? Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror? if you haven't, let me help you. you look like Gloria from Madagascar." This runs in Iz's mind 24/7. She wants to prove whoever told this to her, wrong. To what extent will she go? Will it ruin her life? She doesn't care. All she cares about now is to be thin. That's all she can think about. And it slowly takes over. In enters Jude, a guy every girl would die for. Could love stop Iz from hating herself? Or will she let Ana take over? Disclaimer: This story deals with anorexia.