Why am I still in this cruel world if I can't love who I want to love? ☼ © awkwardciifford 2015 TRIGGER WARNING ! contains self harm

Angels with black wings aren't angels, so what are they? Troye is a depressed, anorexic boy in need of someone. Tyler is a smart, happy new boy who has everyone. Troye's wings won't always save him when he falls, especially if he's the one who makes himself jump in the first place. +COMPLETED, self harm, depression, anorexia, suicidal scenes, triggering content, violence, smut, five seconds of summer added, basically a sad fic, be warned. AngelXDemon this shits not good pls stop reading it it's 2021 😭 read my recent stuff about bts if you want actual ~semi~ decent writing😔✌🏻I appreciate the love tho, it's just not a very good fic, I wrote it when I was like 14 so just a warning - you'll probably lose brain cells reading it, ok bye.

Connor Franta is an antisocial, depressed loner at school. He hides himself from any crowd. But, Connor has secrets that keep him as the loner he is. As his parents dually note his school actions, they decide to send Connor to the Graceffa Teen Summer Camp, where he meets a ton of new people. One of those people is Troye Sivan Mellet. Troye sees Connor as his soulmate, but suppresses his feelings, fearing he might drive Connor away. But, don't forget many other people like Tyler, Marcus, Joe, Caspar, Zoe, Alfie, Shane, Joey, and many more! What drama will ensue at this camp? Let's see what happens when we follow Connor, Troye, and a ton of other iconic YouTubers throughout their years at this camp. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* *COMPLETED*

I told him to leave, but he just stayed. ➳ first book in the hold me series © 2015 awkwardciifford TRIGGER WARNING ! contains self harm

Strange things are beginning to happen on campus, right after Tyler gets a new roommate. The clues all begin to come to one obvious answer, but will Tyler believe it?

"Let me tell you the story, about what happens when a heart as cold as ice meets one made of gold." What happens to the things that nobody can remember? Are they forgotten? Did they mean anything at all? Did they even exist at some point? All his life, Connor has been told that he must forget. That he must let go and move on, and live the life he has been gifted with, even after the tragedy. But Connor doesn't want that. He keeps in mind the same series of noises over and over, every day, just to get by and to convince himself that it wasn't just a dream. That it happened. That it was real. That he was real. For the past ten years he has been moving from place to place, with barely any interest to accommodate himself. That is until he reaches that town... and meets him. Funny, how it works in the ways of the heart.

"I want to help you Connor" "I love you Connor" "I care about you Connor" Lies They're all Lies I was stupid enough to believe them too They're words with meaning said without meaning I'm broken I'm drowning But I'm not afraid

he had paint on his hands and for the first time in a long time troye wanted to touch someone //long way home // låpsley// *could be triggering for some people. mentions of abuse, anxiety, and depression. please be safe.*

They called him weird. They did not get to know him. They said things behind his back. He never talked. He never smiled. And I never knew.

It felt more like watching a flower die in slow motion. First the leaves browned, then the petals. Then the stem began to wilt, and it began to bend. It's shape turned away from the sun and denied itself food. Finally the once bright and colourful petals fell one by one, into the dirt that was once their life source. (Trigger for alcoholism, self harm and eating disorder)