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Tord is trying to get his friends to forgive him. It's more difficult when your the towns most wanted. He doesn't care if he gets caught afterwards. (TomxTord)

Tord moved all the way from Norway to start a new life. Kids in his old school were bullying him so his parents, Paul and Patryck decided to help him. Tord was still getting picked on and bullied though. Even in his new school. But he couldn't do anything about it since they were making fun of something he couldn't fix... He was mute... He thought that he will never have a normal and happy life. But what he didn't know was that three boys from the same class decided to help him...

*The End never happened* Tord left the guys to make his dream come true and become a leader of the Red Army. But something went wrong... He failed a mission and that caused the death of his parents, Paul and Patryck. Tord couldn't help, but feel guilty, because he thought it was his fault. He was becoming depressed, unhappy and broken... He felt weak, he quit the army. And now, he's homeless. But what will happen if the trio will find him again?

(TW:SELF HARM & MENTAL ILLNESS) Everyone thought Tord was dead.Oh how wrong they were. But, he's back with good intentions. Expect the fact that he wants to destroy himself because of the guilty crown that he's been wearing all this time-for the mistakes he's done. However he doesn't know that Mistakes can be healed. ⚠️ THIS BOOK CONTAINS: YAOI CHARACTER SHIPPING MENTAL ILLNESS SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SMUT READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. Also cover art by me.

After The End, Tord went into a deep depression, and is suicidal... He lived on the streets due to the red army disowning him, and pushing him away, due to his failure. His right arm was messed up in the explosion and is now a red, metal, robotic arm. He was walking through the streets with his hood up, trying to see if he could find a place to work, so he could finally afford food, until suddenly he slams into someone, sending both of them to the ground. Who is this person? And what is the outcome of this unfortunate event?...

After the incident with Tord's giant robot, the harpoon hit Tord in the chest. He tries his best to survive, but failed. He wanted to at least apologize to his friends. But somehow he comes back, but in a different form... A guarding angel. He rememberes that if he ever wants to be free or a human again, he must do something for his friends. He decided to take a closer look on them and keep them safe. But when he comes there, he discoveres something with Tom...

*After The End* After the incident with Tord's giant robot a lot of stuff happened. He left the army, but he still lives with his soldiers Paul and Patrick. But something is wrong with Tord... After what happened, he felt so lonely...maybe too much lonely... He is losing his emotions piece by piece and ended up with no emotions at all... Only guilt and pain...

*After The End* It's been a month since the 'incident' and Tord is really depressed. He has anxiety, depression, anorexia and sometimes even panic attack. And also GUILT... He misses the old times, he never wanted to hurt his friends. One day when his anxiety is eating him alive, he just can't take it anymore. He must apologize...

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ Suicide attempts, strong language, mature content, descriptive scenes etc. Tord left the army long ago. He wandered around by himself, hating what he did. He only has his scarred hoodie, it's cold out. His arm is badly damaged from the incident, and he starts to get sick. One day Tord starts coughing and eventually fades black, but someone was there to save him. He doesn't get any better, and he starts hearing voices. He doesn't know how much longer he can go on... PHOENIX DISEASE IS NOT REAL BTW "Why did you save me?..I've hurt you so many times..." "Because nobody deserves what you were going through..."