imagines for you about these beautiful boys.

"I love you. And it's killing me."

"I'll never meet him, I will never be able to touch him, I will never be able to breath the same air as him, and the worst part is that he doesn't even know I exist. I'm just a fan" highest ranking: #1 in fanfiction

Pretty much explains itself

Both you and the Dolan twins have over 5 million subscribers. You've watched so many of their videos and are a pretty big fan. Surprisingly they feel the same way with your channel. One day Grayson emails you, asking for a collab. You agree, seeing as you've been wanting to meet them for quite some time. But what happens when depression gets the best of you, and you haven't eaten in weeks because you feel the twins will dislike you? And when you arrive at their house and they see how skinny you are? Or even when you forgot about your scars for a split second, pulling up your sleeve to reveal them, and the camera catches it all. If only they never had to go back to edit. ⚠️trigger warnings⚠️ --------------------

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