Natalia Romanova was one of 28 Black Widows in the Red Room, trained by the Winter Soldier. After graduating, Natalia was sent on a few missions with him, leading them both to choose something that made them feel human. They were punished for that, in different ways. Years later, Bucky Barnes admits to her that he remembers everything. But what exactly does that entail?

*This Story Has Been Discontinued* Natalia has finally gotten what's she's worked so hard for, to be the Black Widow. But it doesn't end there, now she has to train even harder to prove she deserves the title. With the help of the Winter Soldier, there's no doubt she'll succeed. But when her compromising feelings start to grow, she may jeopardize everything she's worked her entire life for. However it may just be worth for a chance to feel human for once.

Surviving, that's all Natalia's been doing ever since she was a little girl. She's been forced to kill, punished, broken, and put back together. All to make her into the perfect assassin, a Black Widow. She wants to survive, but the only way to do that is to become what they want. However, that may be difficult when someone she thought was just a legend comes to train her and compromises everything she's been working for. This is the first book. Book 2 is already up.