i miss you.

with reference to dear jimin; 'he wrote letters to her, but he dare not give them to her.' -a story in which a boy secretly writes letters to a girl but stores them all in his locker. starring: park jimin and park haeri (oc) lowercase intended. start: 21 february 2016 end: 20 march 2016

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17

"you were my greatest friend and was always there for me but you ended up disappearing."

"i will be your home."

[ COMPLETED ] ㅡ ❝ i am nothing but a fat loser who needs to be erased from this perfect, judgemental society. ❞ epistolary + diary H I G H E S T R A N K I N G #321 IN SS as of 08/10/17 before it got recategorized to FanFiction. { formerly known as 'fat'. }