written chapter by chapter in different Characters Point of view. synopsis: Laila has a secret that if anyone knew it would not just ruin her reputation but her job would be at stake...she has an eating disorder yet mentors young girls with eating disorders at Timberline Knolls. her hypocrisy threatens to drown her daily, almost as ferocious as the slowly rising voice of her eating disorder she had once quelled. she is humbled and honoured to hear the innermost thoughts of girls she is here to help but she doesn't feel she deserves that help herself. she is a walking conundrum. Until one day the Knolls gets a high publicity case. Demi Lovato is moving to Timberline Knolls. Will they be able to keep her safe and will this relationship with a young girl that has inspired millions be able to shine light into Laila's life? TRIGGERING SUBJECTS: Eating disorders, calorie restriction, cursing, self harm, mental illness, depression and drug abuse discussed. Your recovery is so much more important to me than a silly story so if you think you may be triggered, please don't read this now...or ever if that is what you need to do! PM me or kik me (ghdcanada) ANYTIME if you need to talk. I haven't had an eating disorder but I have friends I have been privileged to watch break their bonds and witness many friends still struggling. keep going. I believe in you. you are loved.

What happens on tours stays on tour right? What will happen when Demi tries to hide that she's been going downhill again? Will nick finally be the one to catch her? Will her secrets get out?

2010: Demi is suffering from her problems, meets Wilmer at Voto Latino and instantly fell for him. Dilmer and Jemi Warnings: eating disorder, cutting.

Everyone thinks a pop stars life is perfect, right? Can Demi find her happiness in this time of darkness? Strong trigger warning. Smut warning. Contains drugs, alcohol, self-harm, eating disorders and abuse.

Demi Lovato- empowering, inspiring, and brave. When she was eighteen? Opposite. After a nights full of partying and taking hits, the following day, she would always go to the adoption center to lift her spirits. She never intended to adopt someone, she never intended to become attached. Flashforward three years, Annie is still Demis whole world and more...But will Annie make room for Wilmer in Demis world? Will Annie ever accept Wilmer? Will Demi get the two most important people in her life to have a strong relationship? Or will it leave her torn? Come join Annie on her journey on learning to love Wilmer Valderrama.

A young girl with secrets auditions for the x-factor, What happens when she meets Demi and Demi wants to find out all about her and protect her

Demi Lovato is a contestant on the X Factor, and on the surface her life seems amazing. Perfect house, perfect voice, perfect father. Except she's being abused, and no-one knows.

Wilmer and demi broke up again in 2013. how did demi deal with it and how did Marissa help her through this? read and find out!!!

Demi Lovato may have recovered from her issues after entering rehab in 2010. Everyone thinks that she if fine, but will X factor judges Paulina, Kelly and Simon find out about her relapse of her years if staying strong? Read to find out

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