Trying not to love the Captain was like trying to make your heart stop beating, you could do it, but then there was no life after that. Trying to find the soldier was like the Captain's own separate war, by the end of it he wasn't sure if he'd be the same man, but it would be worth it to save others, to save the soldier. It would seem a coffee shop may just serve the shot that they both need.

IN WHICH HIS BEST PAL FINDS THE LETTERS 3/4 #14 IN STEVEROGERS #10 IN BUCKYBARNES S. ROGERS X B. BARNES GNIGHTGOTHAM © | 2017

Steve would do anything for his oldest friend. And sometimes that means holding him through night terrors other times it means helping him with the small things. And just sometimes it means fixing himself first. Post Civil War

Note: this story is Captain America Fan Fiction, set after the events in the film "Civil War" and containing M/M sexy-time awesomeness. Adults only please. Steve Rogers has never gotten over putting his best and oldest friend back into cryo-sleep. Bucky wasn't just a fellow soldier, he was the one person alive that Steve could call family. Putting the needs of the many far above his own, Steve has grown hungry trying to survive on the scraps of life that are left to him. Natasha wants him to find someone to love, but how can anyone survive a life of violence and uncertainty? Anyone but Bucky. Steve is determined to find a way to give Bucky his life back, and to take back his own in the process.

lonely: the concept of having no one and nothing in all the world. the day after v-day. the day after a helicarrier falls to pieces. an empty casket buried six feet under with the memory of a boy with the kind of striking blue eyes that stop hearts. tw: suicide, suicidal thoughts, major character death cover art by nester formentera

❝As maybe the world's leading authority on waiting too long―don't.❞ marvel cinematic universe post-captain america: civil war stucky started & completed 2016 revised summer 2017

set after ca:tws fugue /fyo͞oɡ/ a state or period of loss of awareness of one's identity.

Set after Captain America: The Winter Soldier. Bucky is lost, without a purpose and brainwashed within an inch of his life. S.H.I.E.L.D and Hydra have both fallen and without anyone to stop him, Bucky intends to find out who he is - or who he was - before Hydra took away every last inch of him. Steve is left recovering from the catastrophe, but knows that Bucky is still out there, and that Bucky needs his help. Steve will do everything in his power to help his best friend find out who he is again. How far would you go to help your friend recover their mind? How long would you try for? Steve knows it isn't going to be easy, and wants to set Bucky on the road to recovery; but confusion and nostalgia hides around every corner. If Bucky is to find himself once again, Steve is going to have to face some hard truths about how he lost his friend and see him through every step of the way as he recovers, seeing him through the good times, and the bad. They might soon realise that the question "Who am I?" carries so much more than a name and a face.