On a stressful evening Namjoon decides to take a walk, getting some fresh air and clean his thoughts. what he never would've guessed is that in this one night, he saves an angel, so beautiful and clear. yet he doesn't know whether it was a curse or a blessing that he met the pink angel, Jin.

Don't believe those who say they love you because they need you. Believe the one who shows he needs you because he loves you.

ᴀʟʟ ᴊɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ, ʜɪs ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀʙᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ʜɪᴍ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ʀᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs sᴀᴅ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜʜɪ. ᴊɪɴ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇʏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ɢʀᴇᴡ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜɢ ʜɪᴍ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ's ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴊɪɴ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ's ʟɪᴘs ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʜɪs ᴏᴡɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴊɪɴ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴀᴡ ᴀs ʜɪs ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴍ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ sᴏ ᴍᴠᴜʜ. "ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ-ᴀʜ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ" "sᴏʀʀʏ ʜʏᴜɴɢ, ɪs ɪᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ? ɪ'ᴍ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʙᴜsʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ" "ʜᴍᴍ... ɴᴏ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ... ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ-" "ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ" "ᴀᴍ ɪ ɴᴏᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴀᴍᴊᴏᴏɴ" "ʜʏᴜɴɢ? ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ssᴀʏɪɴɢ" "ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ... ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ" "ʟɪɢʜᴛ" "ʜᴜʜ?" "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sʜɪɴᴇs ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss, ᴍʏ ғɪʀᴇғʟʏ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɢʜᴛ, ᴡʜᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘs ᴍᴇ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜ

Social anxiety is the fear of being judged and evaluated negatively by other people, leading to feelings of inadequacy, inferiority, embarrassment, humiliation, and depression. "Please, get away from a person like me" said Jin. "No." Said Namjoon hugging the boy.

Jin has always been alone. He was that one person that was eigther hated or hated someone. He never though that he will find someone that he love and love him back. Therefore he block out the whole world. But what if things take a turn and he finally found Mr.Right. Nothing could ruin it right. Well what if after all those years that someone suddlently died? What would Jin do? Will his life continue? Will he give it all up? Will he be able to handle the pain?

Kim Namjoon is the ugliest professor at Bulletproof University... ...or so they thought. #96 in Fanfiction 170512 #1 in NamJin 170827 #4 in Yoonseok 171026 #1 in angst 180711 Managed to stay ranked #842 in Fanfiction for 19 days straight. 161106-25 #44 in BTS 180513 (Cross-posted to AO3)

in which a candy store, or someone's urge for a lollipop causes two individuals to meet for the first time. ©Arachniem plagiarism is a crime. (a fetus fic).

in which Namjoon is a noisy neighbour - /Short chapters/

"You loved me so much that you gave me your heart, that precious thing that pumps for me."