You were my First Love; toxic, unhealthy for my state. But i learned Love from you; you taught me what it meant to spend nights crying at the edge of my bed and how it felt to really smile. ************************* This is a collection of poetry for one series- love, pain, toxicity, heartbreak and memory. This is the first experience at love I had. I share with you my experiences, my thoughts, my recollections, my struggle and everything I felt. If you grew up having been deprived of love and then suddenly found yourself carrying what seems like the world's amount of love for someone else- I don't doubt you won't be able to relate, at one point in this poetry book you'll find yourself in me. ******* #1 in heartstrings/43 (6th september) #3 in nostalgia (20th march) #15 in poems/5.7k (11th september) #4 in experience (30th November) #5 in journal (june 2019) #2 in deep (june 2019)

Poems I wrote with a bleeding pen and a bleeding heart. Pages soaked in tears and words I write while being ripped apart.

This is a collection of quotes and poems which I use to validate some of my mindless thoughts and feelings about myself and life in general. I tried something new here... I used any pictures that I have taken, and I wrote the poems over them. Each little poem has a summary which basically explains what the poem is about and why I wrote it. *WARNING* Some poems do not include summaries and leave it up to YOU to figure out the meaning, or to just relate it to any other circumstance - such as your own. Also, the book cover is one of my paintings that is blurred out in the background. I may or may not add a bonus chapter including the actual painting and perhaps a short analysis...¯\_(ツ)_/¯ That being said, I don't care what you think, I care what my words allow you to feel. Thank you! ♡

❝i don't have insomnia. i can't sleep because im thinking of you.❞ ➶ ➷ another collection of thoughts and poems (and, occasionally some quotes).