*+*+Warning: Contains triggering, abuse, strong language*+*+ Risina Krane has had enough of everything. Enough of school, her unattentive parents and her abusive boyfriend. One morning, she takes her life and her bestfriend- Frank Iero- is not there to stop her. In order to find out why she did it, he reads her diary. Frank finds answers he never suspected because Risina never told him.

She scoots the leather seat closer to the hospital bed and lays her head on the soft mattress. She puts her hands together and begins to pray. It was hilarious. She has never pray before and she definitely didn’t go to church. After her mom died of cancer she just stopped believing. However, she knew if she lost this person in front of her she would not be able to live anymore. She wouldn’t have anything left. “Do you remember anything that happened tonight?” The woman in the hospital bed looks back at her confused and answers, “I’m sorry but who are you.” “This cannot be happening…This can’t be." The blonde squeezes her eyes shut. "Please tell me you remember!"

A story of a young girls battle with anorexia.

Amanda Macky struggles with her looks and weight constantly, going to high school is tough, the kids are far from understanding, her parents aren't too helpful, not to mention her gorgeous thin little sister and Amanda feels like she has to deal with this on her own. Only finding solace in the piano, she finally decides to take big measures to stop the bullying, but it ended up hurting her a lot worse.