raw musings. chapters containing potentially upsetting/triggering concepts will be marked with an asterisk (*). read at your own risk.

𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 :) 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜: 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 || ✔️ 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 ||

𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜

"you're the only thing that keeps me from going back to that place." wherein a boy with an abusive past endlessly seeks the thing his mind has been yearning for since his scarred childhood: control. yet what happens when he realizes that there is something else in his life that leaves him questioning if his heart is chasing it? and if so, why is his heart's desire so lethal to him? ~ .~•*♡ cover credits to the talented @PEACHBALM ♡*•~.