raw musings. chapters containing potentially upsetting/triggering concepts will be marked with an asterisk (*). read at your own risk.
𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 :) 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜: 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 || ✔️ 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 ||
𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜
"you're the only thing that keeps me from going back to that place." wherein a boy with an abusive past endlessly seeks the thing his mind has been yearning for since his scarred childhood: control. yet what happens when he realizes that there is something else in his life that leaves him questioning if his heart...