|Prequel to Devoted S.M| Falling inlove for the first time...

A Maid of Honor is someone who has always been there for your up's and down's. They've been a friend for so long, that they're practically a sister. A Maid of Honor is someone who has always been loyal. I was loyal to her until I met her fiancee. And fell in love.

"How long is this gonna take?" "Don't rush time. In fact, don't rush anything in life. Let it happen. And most importantly, be patient."

"I'm here right now and I can look you in the eyes and say to you that I desire you, that I want you again, and that I won't rest until you're mine again. And that's a promise." [ sequel to Afraid ]

| currently in editing | "Are you afraid of me?"

[Completed] "How can I ever love you when I don't even know who you are?" Shawn asked, his voice quiet as he pulled his shaky hand out of mine. "Because you were inlove with me once and I know you too well to know that you can fall for me all over again" I said softly, my eyes burning with tears. "I'm devoted to you Shawn, and I promise to never give up on us" #2 Mendes Army - May 2020 #2 Shawn - April 2020

"Get the girl!" the voice boomed and before she knew it she was yanked into the moving vehicle. Elle is being hunted by The Rampages a gang, who are looking to find her and end her life. However she is taken in by another gang and the leader vows to protect her. He saved her life and she saved his heart. #1 in lifeordeath

[completed & under editing] 𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 ➙ 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧; 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 *** In which an 18 year old student has to live with quite the cocky roommate and deal with the complications of sharing accommodation with him and the fluttering of her heart whenever he's nearby. *** ©️Copyright 2018. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com highest ranked; #1 under 'CollegeStudent'. #1 under 'Fanfiction'. #3 under 'ShawnMendesFanfiction'. #6 under 'Shawn'.

[CAN BE READ SINGULARLY] "You can bleed a little every day for a year and survive. 365 days of loss. But what if I bled for two years? Or five? Or ten? Because it's been ten years of loss Hannah, and I don't think I can bleed much longer." After One night, one rush, one reunited moment of eternal passion and love, hannah is gone. No where to be seen, she's left her husband, her child, and a note with a clue that nobody can translate, Nobody but Shawn.

Now that Shawn's secret is out and he's nowhere to be seen, how is Hannah supposed to breathe under the suffocating awkwardness that thickens the air in the Mendes household. After getting bad news, Hannah finds out that her temporary stay with the Mendes' is now a permanent one. Hannah is finally starting to move on from Shawn's disappearance, she's converted his room into her own, her and the Mendes' have finally made up and she's even got a new love interest in the scene. What will happen when Shawn comes crashing back into the picture with his new girlfriend, the two of them tearing up everything. But now it's Hannah turn for a secret, a painful one, a secret she's sworn to not tell. But when Shawns soft side makes a come back, will she keep quiet or spill to him... He did leave her... after all.