Three and a half years ago, one night turned alliance into ashes. The Waraha and Austin families once stood at the center of power, bound by strategy, loyalty, and something neither side ever named out loud. Then the port burned. Lives were lost. Trust shattered. And what remained was a fracture neither side could afford to repair. Some things were buried that night. Not all of them stayed buried. Now, the balance is shifting again. As smaller syndicates rise and the Itsaragrisil family expands with unsettling precision, the underworld begins to tilt toward something far more unstable. At the same time, a new political force emerges, one that threatens not just territory, but the very system that has kept order in the shadows for decades-and forces old enemies back into the same room. Engfa Waraha was raised to lead with strength, loyalty, and control, never to question, never to falter. Charlotte Austin was taught to protect her family at any cost, even if it meant becoming someone unrecognizable. They were never strangers, just never allowed to choose each other. Distance was supposed to be enough. It should have been easy to keep things cold, calculated, untouched. It isn't. Because the past doesn't stay quiet when it was never finished. Because every glance lingers too long, every silence says too much, every step closer feels like crossing a line neither of them is supposed to survive. And neither of them walks away. But this isn't just about them. Something is moving beneath it all-patient, precise, watching as alliances fracture and power shifts, waiting for the exact moment to break what's left standing. And when the truth finally surfaces, it won't just destroy families. It will force them to choose. Duty... or each other.

Engfa Waraha ruled the underworld without mercy-until she fell in love with Charlotte Austin, a gentle pet shop owner who saw the woman behind the monster. For Charlotte, Engfa was ready to leave her life of crime behind. A wedding was planned. A future was within reach. Then, two months before their vows, everything was stolen. Ambushed on Sitong Bridge by one of Engfa's enemies, Charlotte is pushed over the edge-plunging to her death as Engfa is forced to watch, powerless to save the love of her life. Three thousand, seven hundred, and thirteen days later, Engfa is colder, more ruthless than ever. But beneath the empire she rebuilt in blood, she has been preparing for one thing: a way to turn back time. When her scientists finally succeed, Engfa is given a single chance to return to the night she lost Charlotte. This time, she won't fail. But rewriting fate may demand a price far greater than she's prepared to pay.

In a world where everything you feel can affect everyone and everything you do, feelings become both a gift and a curse. In a world where emotions can change everything, we still wish to hide them to stop hurting, or to stop causing pain. - Charlotte Austin How does it feel to feel? How does it feel to understand someone when you can't even understand yourself? How can I be normal, when from the start, I knew I wasn't? I just want to be normal... just once. - Engfa Waraha

its spring break in 2005, Engfa Waraha and Charlotte Austin are both in Hawaii, its thier sophomore year of collage. charlotte, a bookish law student with a close knit group of friends knows who Engfa is, everyone does, the town hero Volleyball MVP even though they attended different schools. but when engfa, the photographer always in search of beauty lays eyes on charlotte for the first time, she will never want to look anywhere else again. they love on opposite sides of America, thier families cannot get on, can they make it work in a world before social media?

"When the dance of betrayal, truth, and temptation, crashes into you, all you can do is BARE IT ALL..." But the question remains - can it ever be that easy? Engfa Waraha stood at the edge of a life-changing decision. Her three-year marriage was falling apart, each thread of commitment slowly unraveling. On the brink of divorce, she fled to Europe - initially for business, but truly to find clarity and give her aching heart room to breathe. Yet just as she prepared to return to Thailand and face the ruins of her marriage, fate led her down a new and dangerously enticing path. In the final days of her stay in England, Engfa met Calypso - a mesmerizing, enigmatic stripper whose magnetic allure was impossible to resist. With a poise both untouchable and intoxicating, Calypso awakened desires Engfa thought she had buried long ago - dark, primal urges that defied reason. What began as a simple favor for a friend soon spiraled into a night that would consume her every thought. One encounter changed everything. All because of Calypso - or perhaps, Charlotte Austin. ⚠️ Content Warning: This is an original story. It's an intersex narrative (G!P). Engfa, has a dick. This story contains heavy angst, explicit sexual content, and mature themes. It's a scandalous tale centered around INFIDELITY/CHEATING, emotional turmoil, and raw, unapologetic love. If that's not your cup of tea, feel free to skip ahead - but consider this your warning: you're about to step into a world of intense desire and unfiltered emotion. 👀

⚠️ Warning / Disclaimer ⚠️ This story is 18+ rated and contains explicit smut, adult themes, and strong language. It is a fanfiction based on Engfa Waraha and Charlotte Austin "Englot" written purely for creative and entertainment purposes. The characters, events, and relationships depicted are entirely fictional and bear no relation to the real people. No images, likenesses, or media used belong to us, all rights remain with their respective owners. This story is for fans of Englot love only, not reality. Read at your own discretion. 🌧️💌 Charlotte Austin, 26, is a final-year medical student drowning in sleepless rotations and pressure she can't escape. Hoping for a fresh start, she moves into a quiet riverside house in Bangkok. Engfa Waraha, age 30, but dated five years earlier. (2025) Engfa is a gifted architect who once lived in the same house. Through the mysterious mailbox, she and Charlotte begin exchanging letters across time. What starts as curiosity quickly spirals into something neither of them can deny: late-night confessions, jealous sketches disguised as blueprints, and desires pressed into ink. As their worlds bleed together, jealousy flares, longing sharpens, and the line between past and present grows dangerously thin. What happens when love arrives out of order and the only way to be together is to bend time itself? Where We Begin is a sapphic love story full of yearning, laughter, and irresistible tension, a tale of two women who find each other exactly when they shouldn't, but perhaps exactly when they need to.

After eleven years together and seven years of marriage, Charlotte Austin believed her life was built on something permanent. Routine. Devotion. The quiet certainty of shared breath beneath the same roof. At thirty-one, the renowned photographer thought she understood how marriages survived. She believed stability came from endurance, from learning how to hold the fragile structure of a life together. She was wrong. When her wife, Engfa Waraha-a thirty-four-year-old trauma surgeon-begins to change, the shift is so subtle Charlotte cannot name it at first. There is no argument. No confession. No moment where something clearly breaks. Just distance. Conversations shorten. Glances become unreadable. The warmth that once defined their home recedes into a silence that grows heavier with every passing day. Engfa offers no explanation. And Charlotte, who has built a career capturing the delicate moment before something collapses, finds herself standing inside one she cannot understand. Because the most unsettling fractures are not the ones that shatter loudly. They are the ones that form quietly-between unfinished sentences, avoided questions, and the slow realization that the person beside you may already be somewhere else. As doubt settles into the spaces their love once occupied, Charlotte begins to question everything she thought she knew about loyalty, trust, and the quiet promises people make when they believe a life together is permanent. What she does not yet realize is that some truths in a marriage do not arrive as revelations. They exist long before anyone is willing to admit them. And sometimes the real damage is not what one person hides, but what the other refuses to see. ⚠️ Content Warning: This story contains GP/Intersex themes, a slow-burn storyline, heavy angst, and infidelity. Please feel free to skip it if you're not comfortable with these themes.

this isn't a new story. I'm just going to post the special chapter for "The Fate of Ophelia" that I haven't uploaded yet, along with the one I already have. Please be warned that these chapters are +18 and basically smutt.

AU:Four years ago, Engfa Waraha walked away without looking back. Four years later, they are forced to share one suite, one bed, and three days of an important event in Bangkok. Charlotte Austin thought she had buried every feeling. Engfa thought she had forgotten how to feel anything at all. But when old wounds reopen and unspoken words finally spill out, both of them realize one cruel truth: Some people don't just break your heart - they become it. "This time... will we destroy each other again, or will we finally choose each other?"

Charlotte always thought that Engfa was the typical nerd, shy and doesn't have many friends aside from the book she reads but that is until she learned her secret. A secret she can't easily forget.