I, like all others, am a victim. To life. To living. The endless circle of living and dying. But you. You never change. And me? I will die with no one knowing who I really was. My true self. Slowly. I wilt. And soon. Death. ____________________________________ [[[WARNING]]] This book contains topics of self harm, depression, self loathing and/or depreciation, blood, violence, and sexual scenes. If these are touchy subjects for you I STRONGLY advise you do not read.

"I can't stand it anymore more. He doesn't treat me good. All the cuts and bruises are because of him. He says he loves me, yet he lies and I fall for his trap. All the moans I here are from strangers he brings to fuck. He calls me fat, ugly, and useless. He only uses me. Why does he treat me this way why doesn't he love me.... Why can't he love me as much as I love him." #vkookawards Started: March 12, 2018 Ended: December 31, 2018

[COMPLETED] "At least one should remember how precious our love was and unfortunately, it's me who remembers everything and you're the one who forgot. Maybe I should just let go." Highest Rank in Fan Fiction: #103 Top Kook Bottom Tae DISCLAIMER All the pictures, gifs, fan arts used in this book are not mine. All credits belong to the rightful owners. WARNING This book contains explicit contents.

"ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ."

Jungkook found some letters of his ex lover. Taehyung. Whom he broke in the past. ______ Top-Jeon Jungkook Bottom-Kim Taehyung

17 years old Jungkook never thought he would be part of such a successful kpop group at such a young age, nor he ever thought of falling in love with one of the most short tempered, hot headed, cold and rude person he ever met, who so happens to be the member of the same group he is in. Or basically a story where Taehyung hates the guts of the sweet,cute,clingy little bunny looking like maknae of their group. And Jungkook just love his taetae hyung too much that he's going to do whatever to please him. Even when he gets rude and cold glares from Taehyung, even when his heart breaks whenever he sees him giving loving smiles to Jimin. Or everyone else but Jungkook . . . . Jealousy/angst/fluff/romance/smuts/vmin/cringey writings. Hope you'll enjoy this. I suck at description.

Taehyung is a quiet boy,well until jungkook came to his school WARNING •slight smut •bullying •mature language Top!kook Bottom!tae

•°"나는 울지 않을 것이다„•°• Í ŴÒÑ'T ÇRŶ °•›'我不會哭'‹•° TÆKØÒK || 태꾹 "just use me, use me to release your sexual desires...jㅡjust dont go to your girlfriend, pㅡplease..." Jeongguk plain out begged, he was so desperate to wanting Taehyung to stay beside him forever that he even lost some self respect and gave in his body to the older, in return for Taehyung to not leave him for his girlfriend. "Why didn't you find happiness even when you succeeded your dream?„ ---- Taehyung isnt aware that whenever he pays attention more to his girlfriend than to his bestfriend, he brings pain to jeongguk. And one day it got out of hand. And he finds out that jeongguk became terribly sick because of him. May contain smut, vulgar language and depressing words, psychological! !! trigger warning !! Bottom guk ! Top tae ! Also This story is kinda...deep? Started: 28 mrch 2018 Ongoing Got inspired by a mv "i am Octavia" However im changing most of the plot

-Textausschnitt- "Bist du deswegen traurig? Weil du verliebt bist?" "Ja." "Wer ist es?" "Ich kann es dir nicht sagen.." "Warum kannst du es mir nicht sagen?" "Weil du mich hassen wirst.." - WARNING! -Gewalt -Selbstverletzung Kann Fehler enthalten.

Jungkook ist depressiv weil er denkt das er am Tot seiner Mutter Schuld ist. Aber stimmt das wirklich? Er ritzt sich jeden tag, er wird in der schule gemobbt und hat keine Freunde außer jimin. Er ist unglücklich, bis seine Klasse einen neuen Schüler bekommen. Sein Name ist Kim Taehyung. Haupshipping: Vkook❤ Nebenshipping: Yoonmin❤ Namjin❤ Boyxboy Depressionen ! Gewalt! Don't like it, don't read it❤