He's alone, crying, starving to death, sick, aching in every part of his body. He ignored the messages on Twitter and the texts and calls from his friends. He finally got the nerve to answer his best friend. "Jack, are you ok?" "I'm not ok, Mark! Please help, I'm ter-" "Sean? SEAN!?" (SUCIDE WARNINGS, DRUG MENTION, ALCOHOLISM, SELF ABUSE)