[DISCONTINUED] Oof, here we go; backstory: You're a 26 yr old girl. You live by yourself in a cheap house. You have been bullied, abused by your "friends" and older brother, and have tried to kill yourself multiple times but you never had the courage to follow through. The only thing that can sometimes make you smile is Youtube. Emphasis on 'sometimes'... @jasza53 gave me some inspiration for some aspects of this book, so go check them out! They've wrote a really good story titled "Help Me, It Hurts" so you should really check it out! <This story is on hold for now so I can work on other stories that I kinda enjoy more.>